I'll be alright
just not tonight.
I'll be okay
just not today
I'll be fine
another time
I will speak
another week
I will find the willpower
maybe another hour
I'll try to push this limit
another minute
I'll get over my fears
in a couple of years
I will smile
in a little while
I will keep postponing it all
telling myself I'll get better eventually
until it finally gets to the point where
I reach my ultimate fall
