If only I had a way of telling that you didn't feel the same way about me in the beginning before all these feelings and hopes developed and all these tears were shed. I wish I would have known from the start that I was never special or different or someone you cared about like I cared about you. You used to tell me I was your person. You told me you valued me and I believed you. but I was never anything then and I'm still not anything now.
