I beat myself up by starting relationships that will never prevail. I befriend the people who will always end up hurting me. And I probably overreact and expect way too much of them, but that's who I am and I care a lot about every one of my friends. When I love someone, I put my all into them and I want them in my life for the long haul because I truly do adore them and their personalities. I just need to accept that others don't share that feeling and idea of friendship. Sorry I tried and sorry I got clingy. But I trusted you and you told me you were here to stay. On and off friendships aren't true and aren't dependable. Don't make promises you can't keep.
