When I was younger, my main priority was to not get in trouble. I was scared of punishment, of being grounded or ridiculed by my parents or teachers. I thought about everything, and I was a good kid. I smiled and did what I was told most of the time.
But recently, the fear and discipline aspect of my life has faded. I no longer care about consequences. I no longer care about my actions or what the outcome will be. You make me completely and utterly stupid and unpredictable. I no longer have a working conscience. Because all my common sense is overflowed with the concept of you.
