It's completely crazy how much five random boys in a band have affected my life. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be me. I wouldn't have my best friends. I wouldn't have my music taste. I wouldn't have any of my social media because I wouldn't care. I wouldn't have the incredible memory of the concert. I wouldn't have a comfort zone or a group to call my home. I wouldn't be apart of the amazing fandom. I wouldn't have been the way I am. I wouldn't care about the things I care about now. I wouldn't have spent countless hours watching tour diaries and music videos. I wouldn't dance to their songs on full blast. I wouldn't fall in love with each boy even though I have never met them. I wouldn't be known for liking one direction at school. I wouldn't get that rare version of my smile that I get when I hear or see something beautiful or when I listen to their slower songs. I wouldn't have the big part of my personality dedicated to music and bands. I wouldn't be me. and I wouldn't be happy. So yeah it may be completely crazy how much I love them and how much they affect me. and yeah maybe I haven't met them in real life, but I couldn't care less what anyone thinks about me and that doesn't make them any less significant and important to me. they have been there for me more than anyone else has. and they have been my place to disappear to and smile about for so long. I will never regret these last 5 years supporting them and loving them because they are such a big part of who I am today. I don't think I will ever be able to express how thankful I am and how much I really do love one direction. I don't really understand it myself, but they mean absolutely everything to me.
