I know i took forever to upload the next part sorry so i am uploding 3 parts too day here is part 1/2
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My heart was broken. No, it's wasn't broken, it was gone. I had no longer a heart. I was ice cold, and made of ice. But I could still feel the pain. The pain was too strong. I couldn't take it. I fell down on my knees on the cold ground. It was dark outside and there were nobody.
I cried until I didn't have any tears left.
I picked up a pice of class from the ground beside me, and looked at my wrist.
It probably wouldn't help, cause the pain inside me was too strong, but I was willing to give it a try.
I held the class right above my wrist, and closed my eyes.
Slowly I started cutting my wrist.
" I heard that you're settled down. That you found a girl, and you're married now. I heard that your dress came true, guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.
Old friend, why' you so shy? It ain't like you to hold back, or hide from the lie.
I hate to turn out of the blue uninvited, but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight.
I you'd see my face, and let you be reminded that for me it isn't over.
Never mind I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said; sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead"
That was went through my head, while I kept cutting my wrists.
Suddenly I felt warm liquid run down my arm, and I knew it was blood, but I kept cutting. I couldn't stop. After a while, I started shaking, and then I just dropped the class, and I had to lay down. The blood was still riming down my wrist, but I just closed my eyes, and wished everything would come to an end.
The last thing I remember was his face smiling at me, and his arms around me, while "don't forget me I beg..." was stuck in my head...
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