Dear me, Dear you

it's your fault fay

I never left my room again that night except to get my phone off the bar

I tippie toed out of my room and into the kitchen and grabbed my phone. I carefully tippie toed back I had to be careful not to wake any one up. expeshaly my grandmother

you see I wasn't allowed to have my phone right now. why? I have no clue I just wasn't but they leave it on the bar sometimes that is when I'm lucky

when I got back to my room I put my phone on the charge cause it was at 32%

I sent a text to my girlfriend

to belle:
Hey kitten you still up??

it took her a while to awenser and I was so eager to hear her voice so I tried calling but it rang and went to voicemail

but I guess my call caught her attention cause she awensered soon after

from:
yesss hey babe I missed youuuu
I can't awenser the phone ght now though

to belle:
oh okay well if your busy I can go

from:
no I'm not busy just watching something with my parents if I leave they'll get mad

to belle:
okay I understanding lol

from:
what's wrong?

I didn't relize I was giving short awenser responses back and I instantly felt bad when she asked what was wrong I didn't mean to sound upset I guess it cause my grandmother and her stupid words were getting in the way of everything I always let her get to me and I don't know why

to belle:
nothing really I'm okay just thinking about things that happened today

from:
oh I'm sorry

to belle:
it's okay don't be

our conversation got really distant at that point and that's the last thing I wanted I didn't mean to sound upset

your so stupid fay it's all your fault you upset her

after a while I had to go cause I didn't wanna get caught with my phone I didn't wanna be in any more trouble I hated being yelled at but after a while around here you get used to that

we said our "I love you's and our goodnight's" I tippie toed back into the kitchen and put my phone back how it was when I got it and went back into my room

I knew I was tired but I guess I didn't relize how tired I was. once I layed on my bed I stripped off my shorts pulled the covers over me and instantly fell asleep