Dear me, Dear you

max...

September 15

Dear me, Dear you

All night I couldn't sleep I tossed and turned and tossed some more til I was tired of tossing so I said "Fuck it" and got up I walked to the kitchen the clock read 1:32 A.M "ugh what the actual Fuck why can't I ever get decent sleep"

I made a sandwich and walked back to my room

I'm was beyond exhausted I just wanted some kind of sleep but that was a hilarious thought

I sat quietly in my room contently eating my sandwich but the quiet quickly got boring so I turned on Pandora and hit shuffle

"...They say that love is forever your forever is all that I need can't promise that things won't be broken but I swear that I will never leave..."

I stopped what I was doing my body froze in its place. I tried to speak but couldn't

"Max..."

*____flashback____*

"Come on max play me a song please!"

Max just got his new guitar and within a few hours he had already learned three songs he was so talented I was so jealous

"But what if I mess up? You'll laugh at me for sure..."

"I won't laugh at you"

"You promise?"

"I pinky promise!"

Our pinkys intertwined with each other's as we both giggled at our childish ways

"So the only reason I learned this song is so I could play it for you, you showed it to me a month or two ago I loved it you should sing along with me once you figure out who it is"

He strummed the guitar strings all in order to check if it was tuned properly. Once he finished he slowly started playing a rather simple melody it was soft and sweet.

"Stay for the night if you want to I can show what my dreams are made if cause I'm dreaming of your face.."

His voice was just as soft as the melody it made my heart melt or at least that's what it felt like was happening.

"I've been away for a long time such a long time and I miss you there I can't imagine being anywhere else,I can't imagine being anywhere else but here.."

He was so focused on playing he didn't see my smile thank god for that I probably looked so dumb but I couldn't help it I 'recognized the song he was playing and I almost wanted to cry

"How the hell did you ever pick me honestly cause I could sing you a song but I don't think words could express your beauty.."

That time he looked up at gave me his world famous smile from ear to ear he was grinning like a goofy little kidd then he returned to playing

"It's singing to me how the hell did we end up like this you bring out the beast in me I fell on love from the moment we kissed since then we've been history.."

Then he went to the chorus and that's where I fell in love I didn't think his voice could get any better but it did and I figured what the hell I'll join in too

"They say that love is forever your forever is all that I need please stay as long as you need can't promise that things won't be broken but I swear that I will never leave please stay forever with me.."

Then I sung the back round

(If you want too I can show you, if you want too I can show you)

After that I just let him take over again

"It goes to show I hope that you know that you are what my dreams are made of and I can't fall asleep I lay in my bed awake at night and I'll fall in love you'll fall Love it could mean everything, everything to me this could mean everything to me.."

His face was so soft when he sang as if he sung with meaning it was amazing

"They say that love is forever your forever is all that I need please stay as long as you need can't promise that things won't be broken but I swear that I will never leave please stay forever with me the way that we are is the reason I stay as long as your here with me I know I'll be okay.."

He kept playing his guitar then stopped there was one more part but it was just a repeat of the chorus I didn't bother to correct him though.

"Sooo..whatcha think?" He said nervously

I couldn't speak I was still awestruck he scratched at the back of his head nervously while he waited for an awenser instead I just stared at him stupidly

"I knew I sounded terah-"

I cut him off with a huge hug more like tackle thankfully he had moved his guitar out of the way ahead of time I probably would've broke it on accident then I ended up crying on his shoulder like a child

"I loved it" I managed to choke our over all the tears

Thankfully he didn't ask why I was crying cause truthfully I didn't know why I just was he held me tight and stroked my hair. the air was silent but comforting I loved it I loved him

"I love you max"

Max pushed me away just enough to see my face his eyes wide with shock but only for a second then his face softened and went back to normal. He wiped a tear away from my face then he cupped my cheeks and I put my hands over his. He pulled me closer into a kiss but it was only fir a few seconds it was sincere and tender full of love and compassion and when he pulled away he lifted my chin so I was looking at his eyes

"I love you too fay"

*____end of flashback____*

My face was tear stained puffy and red I didn't even realize I was crying but I didn't care all I cared about was max and how much I wished I could bring him back

"I miss you max so so much..."

Sincerely me