Dear me, Dear you

"blue and green eyes"

October,3,2016

Dear me, Dear you

They day started out great everything was great except for me my heart felt shattered for no expectant reason it just did and throughout the day I felt so out of place to top it off  I lost my head phones! I felt as if I was going insane because the lack of music

My last period class is always one of my favorites but today I drug me feet getting there I didn't wanna be surrounded by people I was considering skipping but i decided not too and I'm so glad I didn't

Normally I'd be in the band hall but the band left early due to a football game so the rest of us were stuck in the library which of course I don't mind because I love the library and the librarian loves me just as much I used to go and help her unpack when she needed it

When I got logged into the  computer I quickly did my research paper it was quite easy then I turned on YouTube and played cherry by moose blood I had nothing better to do so I logged into Facebook I realized I had 17 unanswered messages

I skimmed through a few but played no mind until one specific one caught my eye

Hey I'm out by the school
-zack

There was no hesitation in what to type back

Omg Zack you better come say hi to me I miss you!!-fay

Zack moved at the end of my freshman year I haven't seen him but once since he left I missed him so much more than almost anything or anyone

Okay I'm here -zack

Kay I'll be out in 5 when the bell rings -fay

Once the bell rang I rushed to the doors and out to the bus areas but Zack was no where in sight I couldn't reach WiFi to text him and see where he was but he was probably pranking me cause that's just how Zack is he's always the practical joker

I couldn't wait any longer because my bus was here I said goodbye to all my friends and dropped my head as I walked

right when I was about to walk onto my bus I caught a glimpse of a boy riding his skateboard trying to cross the street

"Zack?" I whispered quickly to  myself

He picked his head up and looked for an opening in the street so he could cross and I just knew it had to be him

"Omg! Zack!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs due to the fact he was still across the street

He shot his head up and caught who was calling him an he plastered a huge smile across his face once he finally had found an opening throughout all the busy cars he rushed across the street to accompany me

The bus driver had been impatiently waiting for me to enter the bus and was already continuously telling me to take a seat somewhere or to step off the vehicle

Zack entered the bus and gave me the most heart warming hug

"Bye Zack"

"Bye fay"

When he let go of me I caught a glimpse of his gorges blue and green eyes

They were always so captivating it was hard not to stare  you can't ever miss them one eye was this beautiful shade of greyish blue and the other was the perfect shade of sea green they were beautiful they were enough to make any girls heart melt

I quickly took my seat and once the large sweaty smelling overly crowded giant metal tin can called a bus started moving so did my emotions

I couldn't stop thinking about him I was so in love freshman year but he never looked at me the same as he did the other girls I never thought he would go for me he was so much better than I was I could never compare to what he wanted all the girls he was interested in were always so beautiful so perfect didn't have a flaw one and me? Well I'm full of them I never thought we could be more than just friends again

I thought I let go of him when he moved at least that's just what I told myself I forced my emotions to the back of my head in a dark corner no where to be found

until now...

Sincerely Me,  

"I've missed those blue and green eyes"