these four walls

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Dear me, Dear you

April 28,

some times I walk around my room banging on the walls with a tear streaked face hoping if I hit the walls hard enough they'll get weak and fall.

this house is already broken at least..the people are and there's nothing  I can do about  them

it's so hard living  here being me it hell it's a nightmare turned into reality

"Your nothing but a useless worthless fucking kid"

her words come back and it makes everything even worse

just when I thought I was done crying hot tears stream down my face once more

I hate feeling so vulnerable so weak so sensitive

but it's not my fault

is it?

I wish you were here cause I hurt so much and I dint know what to do

sincerely me,  

I love you always 

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