"with every word you write some one some where can see a true piece of you"
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when I went to bed last night every thing hit me like a fist to the face
I cried but I felt alive I felt pain
isn't that better than feeling nothing at all?
my dreams won't go away it's as if I'm stuck in them they seem so real so scary so sad
"DONT TOUCH ME!!"
I yelledI woke up drenched in sweat my heart my heart was racing I couldn't breathe and my whole body is weak from exhaustion
I put my hand to my head cause it hurt like hell I wanted to rip my hair out
"what the hell is wrong with me?.."
I didn't wanna go back to sleep after that no scratch that I couldn't go to sleep after that
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Dear me, Dear you
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