September 13,
Dear me dear you,
I woke up with a heavy pain in my chest it was really hard to breathe buy I couldn't figure out why I decided to ignore it
I didn't wanna go to school I never wanna go to school but I'd rather be there than home I hate it when school ends my heart just shatters when the last bell rings and I have yo go on a long lonely bus ride home
Every morning I have a general routine wake up, feed animals, get dressed, fix my makeup and then sit on my bed and wait to leave pretty simple right? And sometimes I even have a little time to read I love books life without them would be miserable this morning though was a little different I took one of my dad's model magazines off his shelf and skimmed through the pages
"Wow. She's gorges"
All these women are beautiful why couldn't I ever be magazine pretty I just want people to look at me and say "wow you look nice today" I want some one to notice me I want to have all these fancy things I wanna be the girls from the magazines
Sincerely me.
I'm losing hope...
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