Dear me, Dear you

sing me to sleep- the Smiths

I walked alone listening to music I just needed space I guess I needed to breathe

My whole body felt numb as I put one foot in front of the other tingles shot thought every part of me

"I used to be head over heels for you too. Until I moved..."
-zack

My head was hurting as I replied the messages from earlier today I wished they'd stop I wish they'd go away and leave me alone I'm so tired if hurting

"Now I've got a girlfriend and were happy. I'm sorry"
-Zack

"No don't be sorry it's your happiness you deserve it don't be sorry for it if your happy then I'm happy"
-fay

My head dropped as I continued walking I was home already thank god every one was still asleep they wouldn't catch me as I snuck back in through the window

I quietly shut the spare room's window and walked to my own room I practically threw my self on my bed but got up so I could change into more comfy clothes

I put my sweat pants on and a hoodie over my bra I didn't bother to put on a shirt it took too much effort

I layed back sown a little more sensibly this time putting my head phones in as I plugged my phone into its charger

I softly layed my pounding head on the pillows and listened to the song that was playing

"Sing me too sleep
sing me too sleep
I'm tired and dying
I want to go to bed
Sing me too sleep
Sing me too sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go..."

After the first chorus of the soft slow melody from the Smith's music I dozed off into a deep slumber hoping tomorrow would be somewhat better than today