Dear me, Dear you

long drive

I shot up out of my chair o was so startled by the doctors presence

"I'm sorry ms..?"

"Fay" I said bluntly

"Well ms fay it seems ms Gutierrez overdosed on various pain meds shes in intensive care at this moment she's also in a coma when she fell she hit her head very hard and caused her to go into shock which in return put her into a coma"

It took me a few moments to come up with a respond

It was hard for me to process everything he said at once

It was almost as if the doctor had read my mind he lead me to a chair and asked me to sit down while he sad down next to me

"Can I see her?"

"I'm sorry but no, visiting hours are closed at the moment and in the morning we have to run a few more tests so if you'd like to see her your best bet would be tomorrow afternoon go home get some rest okay?"

I didn't respond I just gave a slight nod and got up thanked the doctor for his Time and walked out

When I got to my car I jammed the keys in the ignition and turn it on

I pulled out of the well lit hospital parking lot and turned on the radio

"What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? 'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again..."

Metallica bled through the stereo and clawed it's way through my speakers

This is going to be a long drive home...