Dear me, Dear you

broken rabbits foot

"Every one I hopped would stay were always the ones that fade away" _ fake smiles by phora

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I guess some time in the night I finally fell asleep
Because the doctor had to shake me to wake up

I sat up right in bed waiting for him to run his normal tests but he was quiet while doing so and as badly as I wanted to ask what was wrong I restrained my self and staid quiet as well

When he was done with everything he just stood there his mouth opening and closing as if he was trying to say something but just couldn't quite find the right words

"Belle I...I'm so sorry about fay I know you were close and I tru-"

I cut him off mid sentence

"How do you know about fay?"

He stared at the grind for a long time before he awensered

"Fay was the one that brought you into the hospital she came screaming and crying for some one to help her when she brought you in. She was here everyday to come see you she was quite punctual on her visits as well she was here the same time everyday
She dropped out of high school
Just so she could have more time with you
She was the only one that never gave up on you she was the one that begged your parents to keep the life support on you because she was so determined that you were gonna make it. Everyday she brought that same purple guitar and sang to you songs of every kind then she sang to the other hospital patients she gave them hope that they'll be okay soon
She was the one that never gave up hope."

The tears came they didn't stop the couldn't stop and for some reason I didn't want them too I cried but it wasn't like the Times before no this time it was silent tears where it's quiet enough to hear my thoughts until the doctor broke the silence again

"The night she got into the accident she stayed late at the hospital she said she wanted to sing to more of the patients the much older ones the ones that we knew wouldn't make it.."

I saw a tear glide down the doctor's cheek as well but why? Was he close to fay?

Maybe it's just because of her bubbly personality she grows on every one

I listened to the doctor speak but he was having trouble getting words out and I felt extremely sorry for him because I knew his pain

"She wanted to sing the last song to you and she did it was so beautiful it was sung with so much passion belle she truly did care for you..I'm very sorry"

It was my fault she stayed late because if me and that's why she was out there in the dark

I herd my room door open and close shut when I looked up it was just the doctor leaving

I was alone again..