Shawn Mendes Imagines

#4 he's insecure

A/N: I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING! But i really hope you'll enjoy this one and leave me some votes and comments! I love you guys xx

WHO'S READY FOR THE JUNOS? I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY BABY PERFORM!

"Hey Y/N, I'm off to the gym!" You heard Shawn, your boyfriend of about 6 month yell through the house. Before you could answer anything he was gone. You were sitting in his room on his bed because you had just woken up. You and Shawn had cuddled a little before he left the bed because he wanted to get ready for gym. And now he was gone and you were alone at his house with his mum and his sister. You cuddled back into the sheets and closed your eyes. Shawn had spent so much time at the gym lately and you were a little worried. Of course you liked his muscles and all that because hell yes that boy looked good. But you didn't love him for his looks. And you had noticed that whenever he wasn't practicing or performing or spending time with you or his family he'd be off to the gym. You had not seen him relaxing at all lately. Though he really needed that. You could tell from his exhausted expressions every night he went to bed. 

Finally you got up and through on one of Shawns sweaters since you didn't seem to fall back asleep. You walk downstairs to be greeted by Karen in the kitchen. "Good morning Y/N. Can I get you anything for breakfast?" "No thank you." You answered. You were spending the whole week at Shawns home since you had spring break and Shawn had to leave for tour soon and you wanted to spend as much time together as possible. You and his family were really close and you loved spending time at their house. "Can I talk to you about something?" you asked Karen as you sat down at the kitchen table. "Of course" she nodded and sat down across from you. So you told her about your worries. She seemed very concerned as you were talking. "I did notice that too to be honest. Maybe you should try and talk to him about it?" she suggested and you nodded and thanked her for the advice. You went back upstairs to get ready for the day and just as you finished putting a decent make up on you heard Shawn coming up the stairs and walking into the bathroom. "Hey" he smiled and wrapped his arms around you from behind. You turn around in his arms and press your lips onto his. "I'll take a quick shower and then I'm ready for whatever you want to do today." 

A couple minutes later he was ready and you leave to go to the park. You soon realized that you were getting hungry since you hadn't eaten anything yet so you grabbed some fresh fruit from a store before sitting down on a bench and enjoyed the sun shining on your skin that was finally becoming warmer after a long winter. 

"What's wrong with you?" you eventually said and turned to face Shawn. He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "What do you mean?" "I'm speaking of your habit to spend every free minute at the gym lately." You slowly let your fingers stroke his biceps but he shrank back at your touch. You looked him in the eyes. "And I'm not the only one who noticed, your mum did too." Shawn looked down at his hands and didn't say a word. "Please talk to me." You begged. 

Finally he looked up at you and you saw the exhaustion and hurt in his eyes. "I'm insecure" he lets out in a whisper. "Scared I won't be enough. Not for my managers or the fans or you." Your eyes widened and you quickly wrapped your arms around him and pressed him against you. 

"Why would you every think that. Shawn, baby, you have no need at all to be insecure about that. You're perfect. Your manager and fans love you for your music and I love you for everything that you are. Don't you ever think you're not enough!" You stayed like that for a little while, wrapped around each other, his head in the croak of your neck and your hands softly caressing his back. Eventually he loosened his grip around you a little to lean back and look at you. 

"Thank you." He says.

 "Anything for you. But please promise me one thing. Don't go to the gym tomorrow. Or any day before you leave for tour. Just stay in bed with me and relax okay?" he nods and smirks a little. "I think that shouldn't be a problem at all. But remember my parents are home." You start laughing. "I didnt mean it that way you idiot. But I love you anyways." You giggle before leaning in to give him a soft kiss which he happily returns.