Shawn Mendes Imagines

#15 you fight pt 2

Shawns P.O.V.

I couldn't believe it. She was gone. It was two days since y/n left me and I hadn't heard from her ever since that night she stubled out of our flat. 

I called her several times but she didn't answer. I was worried so I called her best friend y/b/f/n who didn't live quite far from us. She told me y/n was with her but didn't let me talk to her. "Please Shawn, don't come around yeah? y/n's a mess, I don't think she could handle having to face you right now." That hurt. The love of my life was sad and all just because of me. 

I was the reason for all of this. At first I didn't really get why y/n would leave me but I do now. I didn't spent any time with her. I didn't even realise that until she told me about what she felt. But I needed to make it up to her. I don't want to lose her completely. The past two days I had written down all my thoughts in lyrics and I felt like this may be a chance to get her back

. I grabbed my guitar and entered my car to drive off to y/b/f/n. About half an hour later I pulled up at her driveway. My guitar shouldered I knocked at the door. I heard footsteps coming down the stairs and soon y/n best friend opened the door. "Shawn...." She sighed. 

I looked at her pleading. "Let me in please?" 

She shook her head with sadness in her eyes. "I don't think I can Shawn. y/n would kill me." "Please" I said again, stepping forward. This would probably be the only chance I'd get, I needed to see y/n right now. y/b/f/n sighed again but the she slowly stepped aside. 

"I didn't let you enter this house, you broke in right?" I smiled at me a little and I returned it. "Thank you so much" I whispered. "She's upstairs."

I took in a deep breath before walking up the stairs. I walked along the floor until the end where I heard slow music playing and slight sniffles. y/n. I took in another breath and finally entered the room. Y/n was sitting on the bed, leaning against the wall behind her. 

She had a cup of tea in her hands and several tissues were laying next to the bed. She was in comfortable clothes I'd never seen at her, probably y/b/f/n 's, her hair was a mess and she wasn't wearing any make up. Her sight almost made me tear up and I wanted nothing more than cuddling up next to her and make her feel better. 

"Shawn" y/n gasped as she finally realised I was standing in front of her. She quickly hid under the blanket "go away" I heard her mumble. I sighed and sat down on her bed. "Please listen to me. Listen to me and after that you can throw me out but I want to at least try to make it up to you." She didn't say anything so I took out my guitar and quietly started to play the song I wrote for her.

I closed my eyes while singing, not wanting the song to end cause as soon as I was finished it may be over with us. But then the final chords were played and I opened up my eyes again. y/n was sitting next to me. She had tears running own her cheeks. "I'm so sorry I caused all this." I whispered. "I never ment to hurt you, not at all. I'm sorry for being dump and for being such a bad boyfriend but I love you so much and I don't want to lose you please forgive me." I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks as well. y/n gasped a little and came closer. 

She brushed away the tears from my cheeks with her thumb. "You're not a bad boyfriend Shawn. Just a slightly busy won." She laughed a little. "But I'm sorry for overreacting. I should have just told you how I felt." I scooted closer to her as well. 

"You have no reason to be sorry. I'm never going to make you feel this way ever again. I'm going to spend as much time with you as I can." Now y/n cupped my cheeks into her hands and pressed a soft and slow kiss onto my lips. 

"So you forgive me?" 

She nodded "Of course I do."

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Ahh finally the seocnd part is up. I'm so sorry but I've been sooo much lately its unbelievable... 

Anyways, please take a look at the last chapter of the book which i called surprise. I'm doing a christmas special and when you head over to that chapter you'll get all the information you need. 
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