Shawn Mendes Imagines

#42 hospital

A/N: this was requested by @@mendesfetish I feel like this turned out not as good but I hope you like it anyways xx Thanks you for requesting! 

Enjoy guys xxx 

OMG WHO WATCHED SHAWNS PERFORMANCE AT THE VMAS??? HE DID SO GOOD! But he seemed so disappointed in himself afterwards and that really made me tear up.... 

"You don't have to come Shawn. It's nothing, really. I'm only getting my tonsils removed." You tried to assure him. "Of course I'm coming" he said, hopping out of the car and grabbing your bag from the back seat. You got out of the car too and followed him inside the hospital. "But you have so many more important things to do than sitting around here for a few hours, waiting for me to wake up." He chuckled and grabbed your hand. "Y/n, calm down. I know you well enough to realize you're much more nervous than you try to seem. And I won't leave you alone, okay?" You looked down, a little embarrassed. He was right. You were nervous. "Now check in. I'm right here when you wake up." He gave you a hug, squeezing you tightly. You smiled at him thankfully. You were so lucky to have such a good friend with Shawn. Also, sometimes you wished the two of you would be more than friends. "Hey I'm y/n y/l/n." You said to the woman behind the registrations desk. You quickly checked in and were told to follow a nurse to your room. You turned around to where Shawn was standing at the end of the floor, smiling brightly at you, waving goodbye. You gave him a quick wave back before leaving to get ready for the surgery.

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First thing you noticed when you woke up was the aching pain in your head. You squinted as you opened your eyes, the dazzling hospital light hurting your yes. "Hey" you heard a soft voice coming from beside you. You turned your head, squeezing your eyes shut at the pain. "Are you okay?" the voice said and you felt someone gently grabbing onto your arm. You nodded carefully. You opened your mouth, trying to speak but the voice immediately shut you down. "The nurse said you shouldn't speak for the first two hours after the surgery." You nodded in response and tried to open your eyes fully this time. As you did, you saw Shawn sitting right next to you at your hospital bed. He smiled at you. "Hey" he whispered again. You tried to smile back. Although you were beyond happy he was there and had been waiting for you, you couldn't stop thinking about the headache. You felt tears starting to form in your eyes. "Is something wrong? Shall I get a nurse?" Shawn immediately asked and you nodded, the tears now rolling down your cheeks. He jumped from his chair rushing out of the room and calling for a nurse. A couple minutes later, which felt like hours to you, he came back with a nurse. "Oh honey, you've got a headache, don't you?" she straight away asked you as she came in. You nodded and she pulled some pain killers out of her lab coat. You swallowed them and laid back down. "You should try to sleep a little" she said before leaving. "I'll stay right here" Shawn said, sitting back down right next to you. You were about to protest but he shook his head no. "I'm not leaving. And now go back to sleep." You giggled but immediately regret it as it hurt your throat. Instead you closed your eyes and within minutes you fell into a deep slumber.

The next time you woke up you already felt a lot better. The pain was gone and your throat didn't hurt as much anymore. When you turned around you saw a brown stock of hair on the bed next to your arm and a hand clutching onto yours. You smiled down at Shawn and with your free hand you softly stroke his dark curls. You always tried to push away the feelings you held for him but oh how much you loved this boy. There was no way you could ever admit it to him though. You had been friends, best friends, for so long now. He didn't feel the same and you wouldn't do anything that would destroy your friendship. You couldn't imagine a life without Shawn anymore. Even though it hurt not being able to confess your love to him and being loved back. You sighed, again trying to push your thoughts aside. Suddenly he was moving his head so he was facing you, his eyes opening and a smile spreading across his face as he saw you. Immediately you removed your hand from his hair. "Hey, don't stop, I liked that." He chuckled and you giggled, your cheeks turning a light shade of pink. "Thank you for staying" you quickly whispered. "No problem love" Shawn answered sitting up straight. Suddenly you realized he still hadn't let go of you hand. He must have realized too as he looked down at your intertwined hands on the bed sheet. Now he was starting to blush, removing his hand quickly and rubbing his neck embarrassed. "Are you feeling better?" he asked and you nodded, awkwardly, not really knowing what to say. "Listen y/n" he said after a couple minutes of silence. You looked up right into his beautiful eyes. You felt your heart skipping a beat as he got a little closer, again taking your hand in his. "this might not be the most romantic way to tell you and I have no idea what makes me say this now but I've waited for so long now cause I was always so scared me telling you about my feelings would ruin our friendship-" "Shawn stop" you laughed, sitting up in bed. "What do you wanna tell me?" you asked him softly. He let go of your hand again getting up from his chair and started to walk around in your room. "Shawn" you spoke up confused as to why he was acting like this. "We're friends. Remember you can tell me anything." He suddenly stopped, turned around at you quickly. "That's exactly it!" he exclaimed throwing his hands in the air. "We're friends. I'd do everything for you. Just like waiting for you after a surgery. But you know what I wanted to do when you woke up. I wanted to climb into the bed with you, I wanted to hold you close and I wanted to kiss you so bad. Because damn it, I'm so in love with you y/n. And I don't know why I'm telling you that right here in this hospital room but I just had to let it out and I'm so sorry-" "Shawn not again" you interrupted him. "Stop talking and get your ass over here." He raised his eyebrows but came closer to you. You motioned for him to sit down on the bed with you and so he did. "My throat still hurts so I won't be able to say too much right now but is it enough for you if I asked you to finally kiss me?" Shawn's eyes darted up at you. "Are you serious?" he asked and you chuckled. "Of course I am." Shawn smiled shyly as he leaned in and finally pressed a soft but passionate kiss onto your lips. "I'm glad you insisted on coming to the hospital and waiting for me" you giggled and Shawn laughed before he leaned in again.