#30 you're in pain

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A/N: I'll let you comment on the last chapter for a while longer this time as there are more options this time and the voting isn't really clear yet.

This is something different I wrote today, based on my current situation. Also this is short and really bad but I just felt like writing this...
Loads of love xx

You were laying in Shawns bed on top of the sheets, breathing heavily. You squinted your eyes together, holding your stomach, trying not to scream out in pain.

You've had these stomach cramps several times throughout the past months. Your mum even had to pick you up from school a couple of times cause it wouldn't stop hurting. She took you to the doctors one or two times but they couldn't figure out what was wrong with your body.

Today was worse than any of the past times though. The cramps came a couple minutes ago and you suddenly couldn't move anymore. It wasn't only your stomach that was hurting so much, the pain rises up to your chest so now your whole upper body was hurting like crazy.

You had made it onto your bed and you've stayed there, trying to be as calm as possible. You wanted nothing more than to scream in pain but you couldn't. Shawn was downstairs, getting himself a glass of water.

He had not seen you likes this yet. You didn't tell him about your stomach cramps. He had been away on tour when you've had these cramps for the first time and since he only came back two days ago, you've had not had them in front of him.

Until now. You really didn't want to tell him though. He had enough to deal with. He didn't need a complaining girlfriend as well.

You panicked as you heard soft footsteps coming up the stairs. "I think I've never had such jet lag before" you heard Shawn say before he even entered room.

Immediately you sat up, trying to look as normal as possible. Shawn flashed you a smile and smiled back at him, but you felt it not reaching your eyes. He will notice you thought to yourself. Eventually he will notice you're not alright. He always did. "Yn, what's wrong?" He looked at you, concern in his voice. "Nothing" you breathed out.

"Bullshit" he said sternly as he sat down in next to you. You winced in pain as you moved to give him more space on the bed to sit on.

You really couldn't hold it anymore. You could barely breath because of the cramps. So you let the tears roll down your cheeks, quietly. Sobbing would hurt too much, you've had experienced hat before.

"Hey baby, why are you crying, tell me what's up" Shawn scooted closer to you, worry in his eyes. "It hurts so much Shawn" you whispered in pain, holding your stomach. His eyes went wide "what hurts? Your stomach? Shall I call an ambulance?"

You quickly shook your head no. You started to explain to Shawn about these cramps, your voice being only a whisper as you didn't have enough energy to talk anymore. "I just don't know what to so anymore. Whatnot they will never go away again?" You ended.

Shawn was quite for a moment, thinking about what to say. Then he took you in his arms, carefully not to hurt you, and laid down on his bed with you.
You were laying in his arm, on your back, and he was gently fondling your stomach.

"Try to relax okay? Shut your eyes and just calm down. I'll stay with you until the pain is over and afterwards we'll figure out how to handle this. I'll take you to any doctor in the world, until someone found the reason for your pain okay?" He comforted you and you did as he said.
You closed your eyes trying to relax into his arms.

Eventually he started humming the melody to Never Be Alone. A small smile spread across your lips as this was your favourite song of his.

"Thank you Shawn. I don't know what I'd do without you."

He smiled, stroking your cheek and placed a soft kiss on your forehead. "I promise you, you'll never have to figure that out."

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