Forbidden Love (Taylor Squared)

Chapter Fourteen

He released me and smiled. When I looked at it it made me forget about everything I've ever worried about. 

"Well, you look comfortable." He said motioning my sweat pants and shirt. I sighed and nodded.

"Ya. I'm not in the mood to go out." I said fiddling with my nails. He looked around the room.

"Hmmm. you in the mood to go out to dinner?" he asked.

"Not in the mood to eat." I said sadly.

"What about sleep?" he asked.

"Not in the mood to sleep." I said sadly.

"In the mood to be awake?" he said trying to reassure me. My lip quivered, and tears pooled in my eyes. I shook my head side to side and began sobbing.

"Not in the mood to be awake either." I sobbed. 

"I hate what I'm doing to you." He said putting his head in his hands.

"Taylor your not." I cried. 

"Yes I am. I'm making you stay with me when you wanna go home." He said lifting his face. With that I shot up and ran for the door.

"What are you doing?" He asked shooting up. 

"I just need to be alone." I said and slammed the door behind me. I ran and ran down the hall and went to the lobby. I walked slowly to the coaches by the fireplace and looked at the fire. What was I doing? I tell my mom I wanna stay with Taylor then I tell Taylor I wanna stay. But inside my head is screaming That I should go home. I leaned back against the couch and sighed swallowing my tears. I turned my head slowly to the side and watched the fire. I sat up and walked slowly to the room. I turned the knob slowly and walked in quietly. I turned and saw Taylor standing there. His eyes were red from crying and he looked like he still had some tears left. And sure enough one slipped. I walked towards him and kissed it away. He smiled.

"I love you." I said and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you too." He said and took my hand and lead me to the couch. He sat me down.

"We need to talk." He said stroking my fingers.

" I know." I sighed. I climbed into his lap and laid against him. He laid down and my body fell against his.

"I know the world is hard right now for you." He began, "But I don't wanna hold you back." He said huskily.

"Please." I shuddered, "Don't." I said closing my eyes.

"Taylor just here me out. I just want you to know that I support your decision. Whatever the hell it is." He said and chuckled. I tried to smile but couldn't.

"What if it's a bad one." I said.

"I'll support it." He said stroking my face. I turned around and we were face to face. 

I kissed him passionately. He smiled and got off of him and sat back on the couch normally.

"Alright now it's my turn." I said and he sat up.

"ok go ahead." he said.

"I just want to know our game plan." I said resting my hand on his leg.

"Well. For now it's mainly lets demand your parents that were meant to be." He said.

"Right. I will refuse to walk down the aisle to Joe." I said nodding.

"Right, and your going to show them that your in charge of your life." He said standing up. I stood up. 

"I am." I smiled. He chuckled. 

"good." He smiled. His eyes shot to the clock. 

"it's 8:30." He said. 

"Wow already. Time flies when your trying got figure out your destiny." I smiled.

"you got that right." He said. 

"Well I guess we should just try to go to sleep at least." He laughed.

"Ya we should." I said and we walked to the bedroom. We got in bed and he wrapped his arms around me. 

"I promise you. Everything's gonna be ok. My promises are never broken." He whispered.

" I believe you." I whispered back. After we fell asleep in each other's arms.