Forbidden Love (Taylor Squared)

Chapter Twenty

I got in my BMW and drove home. I know what your thinking. Why are you still at your parents house? And to answer your question me and him are moving out in a couple of days. I set my bag down and went to the kitchen. I made myself a bowl of cereal. I heard the door open. Suddenly arms were around my waist. I turned to see Joe.

"Hey babe." He smiled. He began kissing my neck. I faked a smile and turned so I was facing him.

"How was work today?" I asked. 

"Fine." He said trying to kiss my neck again. I broke away from him before he could kiss me I leaned against the sink. I felt the arms again and lips lingering on my ear.

"Whats wrong? Why do you keep running away from me." He smirked. I shuddered.

"Kiss me." He said. I just froze.

"Kiss me." He said again. I was still frozen. I was afraid of what to do.

"C'mon kiss me. Were married now." He smiled. I turned around and crashed my lips to his. He kissed me intensely lifting me on the counter while kissing me.

"Didn't mean to interrupt." I heard my mom say. We broke away and stared at her. He was smiling. Joe chuckled awkwardly.

"Nice to see you Mrs.Swift." He said politely. I got off the counter and went to my room. I fell asleep in deep thought. 

The next day everyone went to work and I was home alone again. My phone buzzed in my purse and I took it out. (1 new Message)

"Hey Babe. Wanna come over?" It was from Taylor. 

"Sure! be there soon." I texted back. I left for his place. I knocked on the door and he answered kissing me. 

"I missed you." he smiled.

"I missed you too babe." I said kissing him intensely. He picked me up while kissing me and shut the door. We began making out roughly and he set me on the couch. We broke away breathing hard. He began unbuttoning my shirt. I kissed his neck while I fiddled with his belt.He was down to the last button when I pushed him away.

"What's wrong?" he asked. I sat up.

"I can't do this Taylor." I said buttoning my shirt back up.

"I know its hard for you." He said leaning over. 

"You have no Idea." I said pulling up my knee's to my chest and resting my chin on them.

"Yes I do." He chuckled. I teared up.

"No you don't!" I yelled crying. His smile faded and he scooted up close to me.

"I'm sorry. I had no idea." He said hugging me.

"You don't know how hard it is for me! I sneak around living a double life! I put on a mask for My family and Joe and Inside it kills me! It kills me!!" I yelled sobbing. 

"I know baby, i know." He said reaching for me. I walked backwards.

"I wait everyday for us to be together and then when I get here I have to hold back because of my family! I'm a backstabber! I'm cheating and lying to everyone!" I sobbed. 

"You don't think I feel it either. You being married to another guy. Do you think I want that? I want us to be together more then anything!" He yelled. I collapsed to the floor breathing unevenly. He dropped to my level and cupped my face. He kissed me passionately. I wiped my tears away.

"Why did this happen to me?" I said sadly scooting away so I could lean against the couch. He scooted next to me.

"Our lives are a living hell aren't they?" He chuckled.

"Yup." I sighed. 

"Taylor be honest do you think that we'll ever be together?" I said looking in his eyes.

"Do you want the truth?" He asked. I nodded.

"Yes." He smiled and kissed me.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yup. Like I said. I will keep fighting everyday." He said. I stood up.

"Why have I heard that too many times!" I said annoyed. 

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Your not fighting for me!" I realized. He scoffed.

"What! You don't think I don't think about getting you back everyday and being with you." He said annoyed.

"So your saying that you want to be with me?" I said mad.

"Yes!" He yelled. I grabbed my jacket and my bag.

"Prove it." I said sternly and slammed the door leaving.