Forbidden Love (Taylor Squared)

Chapter Nineteen

After the wedding Joe and I got a surprise from my parents. They booked our honeymoon for us in Fiji. We had a great time, but all I could think of was Taylor. It's been 3 weeks since my wedding. I haven't talked to Taylor since my wedding. When they took him away in the ambulance. I was sitting on the couch at my house. I played with my wedding ring twirling it back and forth. I sighed. Joe and dad were at work, and mom was running errands. I sat up and grabbed my bag. I grabbed the car keys and got in my wedding gift. It's a BMW. I got in and drove to Taylor's house. I parked and went to the door. I hesitated but knocked three times. I looked around awkwardly then the door opened. I smiled when I saw Taylor's mom at the door.

"Hi Mrs.Lautner is Taylor home?" I asked.

"He doesn't live with us anymore." she said crossing her arms. Was she mad at me?

"Oh. where did he go?" I asked adjusting my bag. 

"He got his own place." she said. I sighed.

"Look I know your probably upset with me." I said.

"Taylor I'm not upset with you. Taylor know's you had no choice. I just wish you two were together." She said reassuring me.

"Me too." I huffed. She chuckled and leaned against the door panel.

"Can you give me directions to his place?" I asked. She smiled and nodded her head motioning for me to come inside. She walked into the kitchen nod grabbed a piece of paper. I looked on the wall to see a picture of me and taylor smiling and laughing. I smiled to myself. She scribbled on the address and handed it to me.

"Thank you so much. I should go." I said making my way out.

"Taylor?" She yelled out. I turned around.

"Yes?" I asked.

"He loves you so much." she smiled.

"I know." I said smiling. I left their house and drive to the address. It was an apartment complex. I pulled in and found the right door. I had bought Roses for him earlier so I held those in my hand and knocked on the door eager to see him. The door opened and Taylor stood there.

"Taylor?" he asked.

"Hi baby." I said and handed him the roses. He smiled. I crashed my body to his and hugged him liked I never hugged him before. 

"I've missed you so much." I said still hugging him.

"I've missed you too." He said and led me in his place.

"Where have you been baby?" He said picking me up and spinning me around. I giggled and he set me down.

"I just got back from Fiji a few days ago." I said moving a strand of hair out of my face.

"What were you doing there?" he asked sipping his coke. He offered me a can and I took it.

"Well my parents surprised me and Joe and gave us Fiji tickets for our honeymoon." I said awkwardly. He chocked on his coke.

"What! you got married?!?!" He said setting his coke down.

"Well Ya." I said sipping my coke.

"Why?" He asked.

"Well I didn't really have a choice. After you left in the ambulance my mom forced me back in the church and I married Joe." I said tearing up. I nodded. He sighed and placed his head in his hands.

"Oh my god." He said.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have come. I'll go." I said and grabbed my bad standing up. He shot up and grabbed my hands.

"No please! Don't go." He said sadly.

"Ok. I'll stay." I said and sat back down. Me and Taylor talked for a while and we caught up. What has happened to us? has he given up on me? we paused talking.

"Have you given up on me?" I asked sadly with my head down.

"Why would you ask that?" he asked. 

"I don't know." I asked and looked at the clock. 4:49. 

"Oh my god. I should go. Joe is getting home at 5:30." I said faking a smile.

"Well it was good seeing you." He smiled. I made way out the door and he leaned not he door.

"And Taylor?" He began. I turned around and faced him.

"I haven't given up yet. Not even close." He smiled. I smiled. 

"I love you." I smiled. 

"I love you too." He smiled back giving a chuckle. I turned away and drove home.