Nothing But Rude | BTS Jimin

22. Rising Hell

TAEHYUNG'S POV

Jimin was still tied up in the living room the next day. It was about 1pm, and he wasn't happy that we had him tied up for around 13 hours.

Jin and Jikyo still hadn't gotten home. We weren't sure what to assume. Suga and Jungkook had been really quiet, and I was pretty sure they were worried. I knew they didn't have a clue where either of them were, because they'd say something to us.

I sat on the loveseat with J-Hope, staring at Jimin with a sense of worry and concern. But most of all, I was scared. The way he had been, staying in his room all night and looking for ways to kill himself, it scared me. He kept standing and wandering the living room, occasionally looking at pictures on the walks of us before Jikyo came.

I felt bad for Jimin. He was in the wrong for cheating, but he didn't cheat in the sense that he actually wanted to. He only did it to make Krystal happy, all because 'Jikyo had turned him soft'.

"Taehyung?" I heard a voice softly say. I looked over and saw Jimin stating at me with sorrow-filled eyes.

"Yea?" I wasn't sure why he singled me out.

"Will you untie me now?" He requested.

I couldn't. Even if he claimed he was alright by now, I knew he wasn't. The way he was trying to kill himself earlier, I knew he wouldn't be okay until Jikyo came home and saved him.

"No. I'm not gonna untie you until she's home." I didn't need to mention Jikyo's name. Jimin would only freak out more.

He nodded, his eyes dropping to the floor. He was suddenly calm. "I understand."

I, in my years of knowing Jimin, never saw him so understanding and calm. He would normally fight and try to break out of his restraints, but today, he just bobbed his head and stopped trying.

Only a few seconds later, he started thrashing, throwing his arms around behind his back, banging his wrists off of the wall like it would free him.

So much for him being calm.

"Let me go!" He shouted. "Untie me! I wanna die, so just let me go!"

"No, just wait for her to get home." This time, it was J-Hope to attempt to calm him down.

"I wanna fucking die, idiots!" He shrieked, "Jikyo isn't going to forgive me for what I did! Neither will God, or any of you, or Wei, or myself! I'd rather die!"

Jimin wasn't a very religious person, so hearing him mention about God's forgiveness, I knew how serious he was feeling.

"Jimin, God won't forgive you for killing yourself either. Or will we, or Wei, or yourself. Killing yourself is worse." Namjoon corrected.

We heard a knock on the door to the apartment. Suga jumped up to answer it, as if he knew who it was. Once the door opened, ten boys burst into the room.

"Suga called us and told us what happened." Kogyeol was flaming. "Jimin, I'm not necessarily mad, because I knew you would never hurt Jikyo intentionally, but she better come home or I'll be hella pissed."

It must've overwhelmed Jimin that so many people were here all of a sudden, because he suddenly began freaking out again. "Why won't you let me kill myself?!"

Of all people, Wei looked really pissed off by that. "You think you can just hurt a person and then escape from karma? You tortured Jikyo for years on end, and you think that now that she finally fought back and hurt your feelings, you can just tag out and escape from getting hurt back? That's not how it works!"

Jesus, Wei.

"Wei, calm down." Jinhoo said, placing a hand on Wei's shoulder.

"Jimin, you made me suffer! You took her from me! And Jin Hyung too! Both of us had to suffer from losing the girl we loved because she liked the asshole bully from highschool! And you drove her away, so now you think you can just kill yourself and stop your suffering? That isn't fair!"