*Zayn's Pov
"Hello . I'm Mr.Horan your 1rst , 2nd and 3rd period teacher . Some of you 4rth ."
I was about to snap my head up but my mind wouldn't allow me to . I just had to think.
Things like this only happen in movies. Horan+Irish accent . That could only mean one thing . I slowly looked up .
There he stood . The one who has ruined me . Stands their introducing himself as 'my teacher . Wait . My teacher ? I can't believe it . I suddenly feel anxious.
Our eyes finally met . He looked surprised . I tore my eyes away from him immediately. I stood up quickly and swung by bag over my shoulder .
Everyone was starring at me as I walked out of the room .
I started down the long and silent hallway .
"Hey . Where are you going ?" One of the teachers asked .
"The library ." I muttered quietly. What a fantastic lie . Note the sarcasm
"Oh yeah ? Show me your pass ." She said smartly .
"I don't have one . " I said .
"And what's this in your pockets , Huh? ." She said
Oh god .
Sure enough it was a cigarette sticking out of my pockets .
"Stay right here . I'm calling the HeadMistress (Principle) . What class did you just come out of ? ."
I tugged on my hair and told her Biology . Soon enough the Headmistress walked towards us .
"What's going on here ?" She asked
The teacher was telling him about everything . I kind if just tuned it all out .
Awhile later Niall approached us .
"What's going on ?" He asked .
"Well Zayn here , was in the hall without a pass . He also has drugs on school property ." The teacher said
The teacher looked at me with wide eyes . "DRUGS?" she asked loudly .
"Illegal drugs ?" She asked "Well , no it was cigarettes. " Said the teacher .
The Head let out a sigh . Students around here were caught with cigarettes often I'm guessing .
"Well since you've had a clear record we will let you off with a warning . But you must go back to class now ." The HeadMistress said after a long and quiet discussion with the other teachers .
I looked down and shook my head . I couldn't go into that class with him . I felt my stomach dropping .
"What's the problem Malik ?" She said sternly . She grabbed my shoulder . I immediately flinched and jumped 10 feet in the air . I bent over to catch my breath . All of them looked at me worried . Just started rubbing circles on my back . I let out a unintentional whimper .
I avoided their sad and worried stares. I just made a fool out of myself .
" Zayn ? Are you alright . You acted as if a monster just popped out of a closet ."
I shook my head and said I'm fine . She looked for any sign of something in my eyes but my face was blank .
"Give this card to your mum ." She said
"I'm his guardian while she's away . I'll be sure to drop by ." Niall interrupted and took the card . It was a card for a therapist .
He must be out of his mind . He's so cold hearted . Acting as if everything is all fine . He has caused me so much hurt. I can't believe it . I don't need therapy . If anyone needs it. It's him .
"You're welcomed to leave now , Zayn and Mr.Horan" she said .
Niall nodded at me and I reluctantly followed behind him .
I sat beside him in the car . I starred out if the window . I watched the town flash before my eyes . We arrived at the house . I had a feeling he wasn't going to take me to 'therapy' .
He opened my car door before I could get to it . I was about to put my key in the door but he beat me to it .
"Hey Zayn um .. can we talk ? " Niall asked suddenly .
Should have seen this coming .
I looked at him if he was crazy . He gave a pleading look so I nodded .
I sat on the couch he sat dangerously close to me . I eased further away from him . He looked me confused . I still was fairly close to him though .
"Look , I know I was wrong . There's nothing much I can say . Please I know I keep on leaving you hurt or whatever but I just can't stand to know you're affected negatively because of my wrong decisions . So please . " he said
I look at the front of my hands for a while .
"Y- This is so pointless . You don't get it . You don't understand how every time you leave me all alone you take a major piece out of me . You t-took m-my virginity and left me there . Like I was a toy . That's all ill ever be to you . I still feel the pain . It doesn't matter anymore . I fu-freaking hate myself . I hate what you did to me . Twice you leave me . The first time I could have tooken the blame but then you take the last thing I have to give ! I told you it hurt . You stopped shortly but what did you do . You left ." I said soft and quiet .
"Zayn I'm so sorry . Please , I just need you to forgive me ." He begged
I got off the couch and he followed me. "LEAVE ME ALONE !" I shouted .
I was trapped in a corner . I pushed him away . He grabbed my arm harshly . Wait why was he looking at my arm .
I looked down to see him looking at the masterpiece I had made on my arm .
These were the only words I could find too say .
"You like ?" I said softly
