35~Afraid

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He's been , I don't know ... weirdish lately. Maybe I'm just overly concerned but I've been feeling this way for a short while now.

He's kind of out of character. Not distant but he tends to stray of an mumble incoherent things to himself every known and then.

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"You were at the store for a long time. I'm not trying to be clingy but , gosh babe ! I was worried sick. Cranberry juice , candy and whatever else you got. It doesn't take a hour and a half to do that. The markets like , what ... 7 minutes away." Niall tried his best to not put off an accusing tone but , that was exactly what Zayn heard and felt. like he was being accused.

His lips held a pouted expression and his face was down. Like he usually did when he felt sad or upset.

"What are you getting at , huh!" Zayn said , his voice raising higher.

"Well you know , I just got a little worried and I was scared that you might've um.." Niall said.

Niall was talking around what he was trying to say but it was more than obvious what he was implying.

Zayn looked deep into Nialls eyes and bit his lip in frustration .

"I'd never." He said quietly but with full of emotion as he walked away quickly.

Niall was so mad at himself for thinking he'd do that. How could he accuse his baby of such a thing.

And at the same time Zayn was in his old room sitting on the middle of the bed staring out blankly into space .

"Nialls an arse." He thought angrily to himself.

A feeling of guilt burned in him instantly after. How could say something like that about his Ni.

Niall walked into the room slowly.

"I've gotta go to work!" Niall screamed as he walked out of the house leaving Zayn disappointed.

He let out a sigh and took out his phone.

"Oh yeah!" He said . He'd forgotten about the nice girl that gave him her number.

He scrolled through his contact list and pressed the name with thousands of emojis surrounding it.

"Michelle speaking" an unfamiliar voice spoke .

"Um... it's Zayn. I was wonderin if I um could speak to , Hannah." Zayn said to the soft spoken girl.

"Oh my god. Zayn? Hannah told me about you. I never thought you'd call. She said you you're just like an old friend we had and-."

"Michelle! Get off of my phone. I told you about that." Hannah yelled in the background of the phone.

"Hello." an out if breath voice said.

"Hi chelle." Zayn piped happily and quietly .

"Ooohh already on nickname terms , mm." She said seductive but playfully.

"Your a dimwit." Zayn laughed. "Just called to say hi , I'm alone and bored." Zayn sighed .

"Well then." She scoffed "Well maybe we can meet up sometime. I've got two friends that want to meet you desperately. We could have so much fuuun. We're the ultimate solution for boredom. "

"That sounds like a plan." Zayn said.

"Great! I'm a little ... Busy right now so, I'll talk to you later." She said rushing off the phone.

"Well that went well."

Zayn walked around the house for a short period of time and hummed quietly to himself.

*Ring Ring*!

"Hel-"

"Open the door." A raspy voice spoke.

"Who the hell is this!" Zayn exclaimed

"Josh, now open." He said deep and quietly.

Zayn ran to his room putting on sweat pants over his naked body remembering the last time.

He slowly turned the knob only to have it fly open.

Josh opened the door . And wow , saying his appearance had changed would be an understatement.

He had 2 extra set of ear piercing. They looked like small black checker peices. His tight see through shirt exposed some of the tattoos I never knew he had.

"Are ya done looking at me." Josh said rubbing a finger over Zayns nose.

Zayn cleared his throat.

"What do you want" Zayn tried saying boldly.

Josh laughed at this and pulled Zayn on the couch.

"How've you been." Josh asked.

"Uh I'm-."

"Wait never mind , don't speak. You know what funny ? The fact that you treat me like I've fu-cking done you so wrong when in reality. Ive done NOTHING! It was your poor exuse of a boyfriend Ugh! So pathetic , betrayed me for ... you. Well ... I guess you're not that bad. You know ... I just wanted to kill you ? But noo , I can't do that to you." He said bitting his lip.

Zayn had literally frozen at how violent Josh had been. It scared him how he just went from being calm and then to screaming angrily at him. He wished he would just leave but , he was afraid.

"To be honest Z , I don't know why you're acting like you don't want it." Josh said inching closer to Zayns ear.

"I can make that cokc of yours hard. I know how to make you come in seconds. But the funny thing is ...." he paused.

"Something inside me is telling me that you want it. I see the way you're trying to fight it." But , aha." He chuckled deeply . "The problem in your pants tell me other wise." He said lowly as he grasped his erectionm through his pants.

Zayn squealed.

"G-go... now." Zayn said pointing to the door.

Josh chuckled.

"Alrighty babe but , I'll be back."

( aha terminator. I thought about naming the chapter that but ehh, doesn't fit it.😭)

Zayn shuttered and watched as Josh walk away.

He cried , not really knowing completely why. He felt so out of control when it came to Hosh and it scared him .

He couldn't wait for his Nialler to come home. He needed to be held. & how the hell did he get himself into this situation ? He didn't know,

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Hi there , it seems like I took to long to update but , Hey! here it goes.

So about the "comment to be in the story thing" . I deciding on picking on all 4 of you.

MichelleWillams had the best comment .

HannahBarger2 had an awesome comment and you've supported this since almost day one.

teeheeusedbutt (aha wtf?) had a awesome comment but I need your first name . And your username , oh god I had to squint my eyes , that was oddly hilarious to me.

EliseHoran (I know I'm not spelling any of these usernames right) you've also supported this for a long while , you and teeheeusedbutt will come up in later chapters.

Teeheeusedbutt & elisehoran might be minor characters I've gotta figure this thing out .

I'm not good at picking one winner cus I felt bad when I only picked one so here Ya go !

Please comment and vote on my crappy chapter.

It's 12:10pm and I have exams tomorrow so , goodnight lovelies .

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