*Recap*
We were all sorting through some things . It wasn't to bad , well that's until my mum decided to leave the room . I'm not to sure how this happened but . Niall and I were side by side . We were unpacking boxes . I needed the box cutter , which was in between his legs . Only like 2 inches from his crotch . At the time I wasn't really paying attention . I tried grabbing it from my peripheral vision . But I grabbed something else . I heard the intake of Niall's breath .
I snatched my hand back . I was terrified . I could feel the look of terror on my face . I stood up . " I w-was t-trying to get the b-box cutter . I SWEAR !" I said gasping for air in the process. Oh my god .
"It's f-." Niall attempted to say . But instead I ran to my room .
"He knows I'm gay . "
"No . That's not what that means ."
"Yes it does , you're so dumb . I was having an internal battle with myself . I need help .
As of right now I'm doing my best to stay away from him . Yes I know I am a coward , but at this point I could care less .
"Zayn! Dinner . " my mum yelled .
Oh bloody goodness . The world must hate me .
*
"So was packing fun ? " My mum asked . And yes I know that is a dumb question . Another one of my mums pathetic attempts to make me talk . Really , was packing fun .
She's been making failed attempts to get me to talk to Niall all throughout dinner . But I have no plans to do that. I quickly ate my food and gulped down my water . I through my dishes into the sink and sped walked into my room .
Alone at last .
Yeah , right .
There Niall was , standing in my door way.
"Can I talk to you ?"
His deep Irish voice rung through my ears .
"S-sure" I said un-sure.
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" S-sure I said un-sure .
He walked towards the bed and sat on the edge . "Soo , Zayn I just wanted to say- " He said as I cut him off.
"Look I'm sorry . It wasn't intentional . I was aiming for the box cutter . I swear of it . " I said kind of panicked .
" Well okaay . I was just going to say , you don't have to be nervous around me . Think of me as one of your mates or something . I don't want this to be an awkward relationship or anything like that ." He said kindly . He also put his hand on my thigh . I guess it was suppose to be a friendly or kind gesture but I kind of freaked out .
I sucked in a large breath . I shook slightly . I felt weird my stomach was doing little flips and my willy felt ... mm I don't know . Weird maybe ?
'Um are you alright?" Niall asked as if he were utterly weirded out .
"Uhh y-yeah , j-just tired ." I said shakily and adding a fake yawn .
" Oh well um , good night . He said . And with that he walked out of the room .
Oh my . I need a fag . All of my mates were surprised when they figured out I smoked . They say I'm "Too innocent and naive" . It's not a big deal actually . I know if my mum ever figured out she'd bloody kill me . But it helps me when I'm in a difficult or stressful situation .
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Well , It's 12:30 . I usually wake up around 10:30 . I guess I was tired last night .
As I walked towards the kitchen , the smell of food made it's way into my nostrils. Can't Hold Us poured through the speakers . Niall was dancing around in his underpants while cooking . They were extremely tight . So tight in fact when he turned around I saw the whole shape of his shaft .
My mouth was watering for some reason . I could not take my eyes of of his ... manly parts . I didn't notice him walk up to me .
" Um you've got a little drool their , here . Niall said wiping the corner of my mouth , smirking a little . I felt his hot breath on my skin when he had spoken to me . My knees went weak and before I could fall he caught me . We stared at each other for a while and then he coughed awkwardly .
"Uh I-I . Ugh ! I just keep ARGHH ! " I screamed .
Niall looked slightly taken aback by my outburst . " I j-just didn't want you to fall . I'm sorry damn ." He said frustrated .
"No No it's not you , I just ugh ! I screamed . I'm going crazy . "I think I'm hungry ." Niall passed me a plate of food and slightly frowned at me .
*RING RING*
I sat infront of Niall at the table . I have a habit of putting the phone on speaker . And that is exactly what I did .
Z: Heloo ?
H: I'm coming over .
Z: What ? No
H: I'm surprised you still argue with me on that . I always come regardless but , speaking of coming . I fuc*ked Louis . Gosh he was so tight . When are you going to loose your V-Card . You've never even masturbated before . You should let me-
Z: Gosh Harry shut the hell up .
H: Back at you babe . I'm on my way Best-Fraaan !
*Beep*
I looked up to see wide eyes starring back at me . Continuously embarrassing myself . I could feel how hot my face was . I let out a shaky breath . I looked up to see him starring at me . Since he had been caught he looked away .
" So freaking embarrassing." I muttered angrily as I got up and kicked the chair over . What has got into me . " Great now he's starring at me like I"m a effing psychotic . " I muttered again
Suddenly Harry walked into the kitchen holding a bag . He took something out of it . "Come on Zayn . I'm gonna take you out of your innocent state . Say this with me S-e-x T-o-y or D-i-l-d-o .
" A what ? . I asked confused .
' You put it in your- wait who is this ? Harry asked obviously talking about Niall .
He was sitting their awkwardly shifting .
"My mums Boyfriend ." I said plainly
" He looks so teenagerish ." Harry said observing him strongly . Suddenly Louis walked through the door looking around frantically . He pulled Harry into what seemed to be my bedroom . I soon heard Moans and groans .
Niall stood up holding his crotch and walked towards my mums room . I don't know why but I followed him. He laid across the bed and started to pull down at his waist band . As soon as I saw his pubic hairs I felt funny again . He then squeezed it . He's weird . A groan escaped his mouth .
"Why do you hold your crotch so much ?" I asked
He looked surprised at my presence and embarrassed . He arched his back a little and groaned .
"Why're you so fucking Innocent ? "
