Walking in the dark all alone. I feel like in being watched . I hear footsteps close by. My pace quickens . So does the other footsteps .
The scene changes . I'm in my room . But its the room I had when I was 8. It was all to familiar . My moms friend son came into my room and shut the door behind him . He was about 18 . He touched me inappropriately . I felt so nasty .
"You better not say shit ." he said while slapping me on the face .
"Daddy . He touched my willy and h-hurt me." I sniffled .
We were right by my mum . He grabbed my arm roughly . "Shut up . Don't say anything ." He said forcefully . He tortured me in secret all the time .
The scene changes again . I'm being a straddled . A knife was held towards my chest . My father had a frightening look in his eyes . He lunged the knife towards me .
**-**-**-** End of dream .
I woke up from a peaceful slumber . I looked at the clock and it read 9:30am.
I felt a lot of movement beside me . I looked at Zayn . His brows were furrowed and his adorable pink lip was sticking out . He looked hurt and uneasy .
I heard him whimper . He was crying in his sleep . I shook him slightly . He popped up . He snatched away from my grip .
He sat criss cross crossed starring out if the window .
I tapped his shoulder tentatively. He looked over to me . His eyes were extremely glossy .
"Hey Zayn ? Babe what's wrong." I said as pulled his head into my chest while rubbing my hand on his back .
"I h-had a bad dream . " He sniffled
"About what ? You can tell me ." I said He shook his head slightly .
"My head is killing me ." He complained .
"So is my throat . You don't see me saying anything ." I said .
He squirmed slightly .He looked quite uncomfortable. "It was just a joke , what was your dream about .? I asked trying to change the subject .
"Well I don't know ."He said . I had a strong feeling he was lying .
"You have no reason to lie .You can talk to me about anything . So go ahead. " I said as stern and soft as possible.
"Well . People were following me in a alley. I suddenly was in my old room of my old house . My mums friends son came in and touched me in ways I didn't want . I told my father but he scolded me . Then suddenly he was on top of me , about to stab me ." I could tell he was about to cry . He voice kept going out .
They was such a strange dream to have . I wonder if this happened to him .
"Zayn ? Did this happen to you ?" I asked afraid of the answer .
"Y-yes ." He said . I finally heard his sobbing . I laid down so that he was lying on top me . I felt his tears seeping through my shirt .
Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
I sang softly to him
This song didn't really match the situation but its the only thing that came to mine . His crying soon subsided .
"You don't how much I appreciate you.Thanks so much. I kinda miss my mum. I know that was random. But I really do ."
"Well you're in luck . Your mum has invited us to LA to visit her . We probably should start getting packed . Tell Lou and Harry they can tag along if they want ." I said
He pulled off of me and dialled a number while walking out of the room.
I've been feeling strange towards Zayn . Strange as in I'd rather lie beside him and watch him sleep rather than call my girlfriend that's been gone for weeks .
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