* After Niall left w/ Harry
Sometimes I forget that I'm pregnant. You see the commercials with the overly happy mothers. But to be honest it's nothing like that, that was just bs. It's actually hell.
All I want to do is smoke a blunt , get high , listen to indie music and eat the whole kitchen but noooo , 'I've got to 'watch my health , take pills and be cautious about every effing thing I do.
Once upon a time I had a metabolism the speed of lighting but now it's the speed of an old turtle.
I know I'm complaining too much and over exaggerating a bit. Im still skinny on my arms and legs but oh my god , when it comes to my thighs , their like jiggly gelatin and my stomach looks like it'll be the size of a beach ball and let's not start on my bum , it's almost as big as Louis' ... & that's quite the size.
But anyway , enough of my ranting and complaining.
I flipped through the random channels but like usual their was nothing to watch on the tele .
I went to the big selection of movies that was neatly stored by the entertainment center.
The Note Book , hell no. (If I see the Note Book in one more damn Fanfict) Spider-Man , no , The Hobbit eh , Magic Mike yaas!
I plopped in the movie and sprawled my body over the couch. I watched the movie until I fell asleep .
Not even 10 minutes later , I woke up. Not on my own though , I was awoken by a loud bang causing me to jolt awake.
To be honest I was scared , Niall had a key , and I was sure of it. even if that wasn't the case Niall would probably call and he didn't so Zayn was freaking out on the inside.
I slowly walked towards the door . I saw someone with their head down but I couldn't see their face.
I wasn't sure if I should answer the door so I started walking away slowly.
"I hear the pattering of your little feet. Come answer the door." he said creepily cheerful
Zayn whipped around when he heard that familiar voice. Why the hell was he here.
"Zayn." he said loudly and low.
"Yes." I squeaked and then threw my hand over his mouth because I never meant to speak. Josh has always had that effect on me , his voice , face, look , personality just everything about him read 'danger' . Why is he here. He always comes when Niall isn't here. I wish he'd leave me alone .
"Gosh I'm an idiot." I thought
"Oh so you are here." He said sounding like he was occupied.
"Open the door." He said slowly and low.
I hesitantly unlocked the door and opened it. Feeling like an idiot once more.
Josh stood there looking down at his phone then he looked up slowly.
"You've ignored my calls."
He said sounding as if he were about to laugh.
"Oh , um . I guess I've been really busy." I attempted. He chuckled darkly.
"So I guess I'll have to invite myself in , hmm?" He hummed
I swallowed the lump in my throat and hesitantly opened the door wider. He walked slowly around the house I followed behind him but kept my distance.
His fingers danced over the frames that had Niall and I's pictures in it. He
grimaced.
"You love him , hmm?" He said sarcastically .
