They've seen me. I've seen them. There's no running or turning back now.
"Sit." They both said sternly and in unison.
As I walked slowly to the chair I had this unbearable feeling inside of me. You know that feeling when (mainly teenaged girls) your mum or father is going through your phone and you know that there's something in it you wouldn't want your parent to read or see. Or maybe the head called your mum and you are dreading the moment when you have to come face to face with your parents when you get home .
I'm feeling this way but 100000x's more .
I sit down furthest away from them. Which is the far left of the sofa while they were seated In separate chairs in front of a small table facing me.
"You're pregnant?" My mum asked stiff and angrily whole managing to keep A low tone.
Totally caught of guard.
I'm shocked . But one thing stuck to me . He told her . But why? I'm scared and that's not an understatement .
"What are you talking about . I'm a guy." I said trying to add a chuckle but I'm more than sure it sounded forced.
"Zayn when you were- when you born the doctors had already told me about your special reproductive system." She said trying to compose a calm attitude but the way she looked at the wall and each word seemed to be come out as if she was trying to watch her words told me otherwise .
"Mum I-"
"No." She said cutting me off sharply. "I've been trying to protect you from things like this your entire life . I only wanted you to prevent crap like this from happening ." Her voice started becoming louder.
"You being ... , yourself goes against our beliefs but I just thought of it. In order for THIS to happen you would have had to do something to get pregnant. Zayn y-you're gay. I knew I shouldn't have let you hang out with Harry and Lou.Now you've been knocked up by a random." My mum rambled out loudly and angrily every word she said hit me sharply but what I didn't understand was..
"A random!" I shouted unexpectedly and then suddenly standing up. Niall looked uneasy.
"Sit the hell down!" My mum screamed "You're not acting like my son."
Was I sitting down . Hell fucking no. The hormones , the hormones . They're taking over.
"YOU DON'T KNOW ME ?! No , you don't maybe because you wanted to see me as someone I'm not. Sheltering me from EVERYTHING. Ever heard of "The overprotective parents have the worst children. *scoffs* . I'm not even a bad kid. At least if I was educated about this bull shit I would know not to. So when my penis suddenly gets hard and I don't know what to think of it i didn't know what was happening . I didn't have anyone to tell me . So when I was touched this foreign way that pleased me unexplainably. What do you expect. Feeling vulnerable . It's not like you're here. You don't know me ... I don't know you. I just figured out my mums a homophobe. I also figured out she thinks I'm a mistake of nature . 'Against our beliefs' I mocked in an annoying voice. No your beliefs . " I said loud angry and a hint of disgust in my voice." My mum looked guilty and regretful.
Her lips were pressed in a tight line , her leg was crossed over her knee and she had sat up straighter .
I could tell she knew that she was wrong but she's got no courage .
My face on the other hand was completely stressed out because I had thought of something.
This baby is Nialls . I've been impregnated by my mums boyfriend.
My face became straight as I looked at Niall. "It's-it's yo-." I said quietly but he cut me off
"Zayn , STOP!" Niall said loudly .
"I betrayed her . I have to." I pleaded with him .
He pulled his hair and let out an aggravated and shaky breath .
"What's going on." My mum asked stiffening even more .
"Itwasoneofmyfemalefriendsboyfriends." Niall rushed out .
"What?" She and I asked at the same time.
"It was one of my female friends boyfriend." He said slowly.
I looked at him with a wtf face. But to be honest . I was kind of relieved that he didn't tell her. But all of this is Nialls fault so ... why would he tell.
When I studied my mums face she didn't look convinced. A little bothered . She stood up and straightened her dress. She walked out of the room with Niall hurriedly following her .
I pray to Allah (or God) that she hasn't caught on or suspected anything .
"Wait honey ! Come on." he yelled after her
My mums iPhone lit up. I'm not a bossy person but I automatically looked at the message preview
Chris Hemsworth- Hey babe , when r ya comin home ?
What. The. Hell.
Hi... Yeah that was pretty short but I had a little bit of time to sneak in an update. I had few ideas so if it isn't as intense as expected I'm sorry .
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Thanks for reading my loves.
