Niall's Pov
An old friend of mine just recommended a festival for all of us to go to .
I mean , we might as well . There's absolutely nothing else more for us to do. When everyone wakes up ill ask if they're up for it .
Hopefully Andy and Harry aren't to hung over . I puked once and took an Advil . I consumed a little more than I should . I'm lucky because that was by far the lightest hang over I've experienced .
I cleaned up around the house waiting for everyone to awaken .
Zayn Pov
I woke up immediately feeling my extremely sore nipples .
I felt hot puffs of air hitting my neck. Then I realised . Josh .
I'm not regretful of the events that took place to be honest . It just seems like it was a horish and desperate move . I mean I'm not with anyone so I shouldn't feel like a whore. I could tell he didn't think the night would end up like that . Neither did I but I just can't control myself when I'm enduring pleasure. The person has full control .
I'm not saying if any person touches me in a sexual way ill let them or enjoy it . But if you have someone like him and catch me at the right moment oh god . I just can't .
I got up from the bed and put on the underpants by the bed . When I looked up I saw Josh staring at me with a small smirk . His eyes went down to my tortured nipples and licked his lips.
"Look Josh we shouldn't-. I didn't know what was-. well I mean , I don't really understand what ha-." I started but was cut off by Josh
"Wait!? Don't act all innocent on me. I gave you the chance to tell me to stop. And for fucks sake , when these shenanigans started it wasn't intended to turn out that way . You had control over the situation . Don't do that to me. I'm not sure of its because I've got a crush on you or if I love y-. Whatever it is . I just really want to be the one that can help you through everything. Don't cut me off because you feel humiliated or something . I have a strong feeling you don't regret anything , just the consequences . But in reality there's nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed of. It's only Josh . I promise to always to be here for you . Ok so what I gave you an orgasm and saw your orgasm face. Also heard the most sexual and innocent sounds ever but fuck , it was the most amazing thing to watch. I hope I don't sound like a creep. You're a very special person. I only feel this way about you . Let me help you through this pregnancy , emotional problems and school pro- shit anything . Fucking trust me babe. I need you to . First time feeling this way . Every since I figured out you're pregnant I've felt this way."
I sat there literally on hush mode . I felt bad at what I attempted to do . I always run away from my problems. Althiygh I hate being left after a night like that , here I am trying to leave .
Josh seems to really care for me . Does he like me . I don't think he just has this weird thing about caring for me ? More the likely it's the baby . Well im over thinking . He just really cares for me . I appreciate that so much . Wow , it feels nice to be cared for . Does he like ... Like me . I did hear him say I love you . sigh. Internal battles .. gotta love em
"Helloo." He said awkwardly.
"Oh I'm sorry . and uh sorry for you know .. being a coward . ."
"Oh you're not a coward ! You just didn't know how to handle this awkward moment." He chuckled
"Yeah , it's still kind of weird. But I guess I don't feel weird if you don't. So what are we ... BFFs or ?" I asked trying my best to sound subtle.
