I lightly banged my head on the wall out of frustration. A few minutes ago I had a reality check. There is a living being inside of me. I'm carrying a child. How will Niall react to this , better yet my mum . For heavens sake. I not only slept with my mums boyfriend but I'm having his child. All these emotions on my chest are to stressful.
"Hey are you alright." Louis asked as he adjusted his glasses.
When did he get here?
"Um , yeah just got a lot on my chest s'all. Nothing big." I said attempting to cover up everything. He put his hand on his hip and rolled his eyes. Ugh! He's such a diva.
I felt his soft and equally small hand grasp mine. He pulled me towards the couch and patted a seat next to him.
"Talk to me. Please?" He asked hopefully
I really wanted to tell Lou but I'm scared ashamed and so much more. When it comes to serious things and situations . Louis would be the first to comfort me and the first to know about it. But right now , I don't have the guts to tell him. Or anyone .
"I-I just have a lot of school work and lots of drama at school. Stressed out for nothing really. Thanks for being concerned but it's really nothing." I lied cooly.
He still looked a bit skeptical. But I guess he didn't want to push it.
*~*~*~*~*~a month & a half later
I thought as time went on this would get easier but no , not at all.
I'm trying my hardest to act normal around boys but its becoming harder as each day goes by. I try keeping my distance but I don't stay away from them to much , they'll probably suspect something .
*
I've been having morning sickness and Stomach pains constantly . But today it's different it's these sudden sharp pains that don't last long but make me want to curl up in a ball and die.
Like usual , I've been locked in my room for a few days. I honestly couldn't help it. I'm tired , stressed and in pain. I'm guessing the boys (Louis,Harry,Josh,&Niall. They're here literally 24/7) noticed my sudden constant absence .
"You ready?" Josh's tall figure asked as he slipped into my room. I was in a robe and nothing else . I had totally forgotten about my attire. I also had forgotten about all of us going out for dinner .
I looked at him tiredly. "S-sorry." I said groggily.
"Gosh you look like shit." he said rubbing his thumb over my face starting from my temple then to the bags under my eyes then to my soft pink plump lips.
.
"Your putting on a little weight." he laughed throwing his head back . He poked my growing belly .
"Why the hell is it hard." He said
I tugged my robe close insecurely and whimpered unintentionally. His eyes snapped to my small frame. (I say that shit a lot)
"Wait I'm sorry . I didn't mean to hurt your feelings . Come here give me a hug ." He said with a puckered lip
As I reached out my whole body cramped up . "ow!" I moaned. He could tell I was in pain . I could see the look in his eyes. He reached out to touch me but I jerked away . I stumbled off of the bed . I grabbed a sweatshirt , underwear and random pair of trousers.
A sudden pain came in my stomach. I fell to my knees clutching my stomach.
"Fuuu-uuck." the word felt weird coming out of my mouth but it was the only word I could use to express the pain I was enduring .
Josh slowly pushed me on my back. I felt his cold and large hand pressed against my stomach. I was humiliated. My member was in full view.
"I found this two days ago." He said passing me the picture of the baby.
I gasped loudly . "NO! I mean its not what it looks like." I lied horribly .
He rubbed his hand over his face. "Look I understand this is strange and I'm still not completely understanding this but you don't have to be ashamed or lie to me. Yeah it probably seems like I should be overreacting but I'm not judgmental at all . It takes something way bigger than a pregnant man to make me judge you or be shocked. Maybe if you were a alien." He joked
I laughed at that . But it didn't change the fact that I was scared and surprised that he knew.
"Well why did you act as if you were so clueless." I asked
"Well I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable." He answered truthfully.
"Just please don't say anything to anyone. I want to keep this to myself. All this stress is bad for the baby. And I-I just don't want any of my business leaked . Just please because-."
"Shhh. I won't say anything . Just chill Zayn. I'm not saying anything unless I have permission from you. It's alright , don't stress over it . Now cover up your meat ." He said pinching my nipple causing me to jerk up and moan. "You dick." I said to him but it came out like a breathy moan . He looked oddly amused . He bit his lip and kept his gaze to the ground.
"Well you should probably get dressed." His voice was way deeper and huskier . After he left the room I threw on the clothes that had fell on the ground earlier.
*
"And then he threw up all over the dance floor . I think I was more embarrassed for him. " Louis had just told a story of Harry's wild night.
All of the boys laughed loudly .
"Zayn remember the that time when your mom first introduced us and we camped out in tents? Remember how you had a dry orgasm that lasted for 10 minutes. Oh my god this was the funniest thing ever. I still don't even understand what went on." He laughed out followed by everyone else's laughter
I rolled my eyes.
" Shut up you arse. I was so much younger , I didn't have a clue to what was going on." I replied grumpily
"Cheer up." Niall said loudly
"Well Harold here , does have a valid point . Remember truth or dare. If I'm not to sure , your orgasm lasted forever."Andy interjected .
"You were in the other room so how would you even know. Why are you even here I though it would be just us 5." I said , anger getting the best of me. I muttered the last part.
Andy put his hand over his chest in mock offense. "Louis , since you witnessed this event , how about you confirm my so called accusations." Andy said in a funny and posh voice .
"Well um." He said under pressure as everyone's eyes stared at him. "It lasted for quite a while." He said shamefully.
"You were adorable though." Josh added in
My cheeks heated at this comment.
"Anything thing sexual , your body responses to it fast. Sensitive everywhere." Niall said. He just had to add his little comment. That annoyed me even further.
"So damn humiliating. You arses ." I said furious as I took the first bite of my stake. I felt like puking right after I said the words and ate that piece of steak. I stood up and quickly rushed to the toilets.
The restroom was surprisingly empty. I rushed to one of the toilets and attempted to throw up but nothing happened.
I felt a comforting hand rub circles on my back. I automatically assumed it was Niall but when I turned around I was surprised to see Josh . "I c-cant." I croaked out . "Shh , just let it out and breathe ." He softly said .
He continued rubbing circles on my back . I desperately wanted to throw up but I couldn't. So instead I just cried . After my violent crying stopped I stood. Josh stood up also .
"You ready to go back to the table?" he asked. I gave a small nod and hoped my eyes weren't puffy when I sat down at the table.
Everyone was looking at me . I felt like crying right then and there . I held in the tears. "Well is anyone up for a drink , its all on me." Niall screamed "Yeah," all of the boy exclaimed in unison.
Great
*
Soon enough we made it back to our house , there was a big bottle of liquor in the middle of the table along with 6 wine glasses. Everyone started poring and drinking . The first bottle went by quickly .
Soon enough there was another bottle being consumed by the second. Louis and Josh had disappeared. They probably did not want to partake in this mess
"Why aren't you drinking!" Niall yelled loudly. I replied a simple not in the mood. I heard Harry Andy and Niall muttering about how much I'm a party pooper.
My body was in pain all over . I went into the cupboards and grabbed the pills the doctor gave me. They have loads of side effects. So i guess you could say you're basically high. I have exactly 45 minutes before the medicine kicks in. I grabbed a towel from the closet.
I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower to its hottest setting. I stripped from all of my clothes . Soon I began washing my body thoroughly. When I rubbed the wash cloth over my chest I let out a long moan. It was unintentional and weird. I washed my hair and stood under water for a while longer. I stepped out and looked in the mirror . I pinched my nipple causing me to let out a squeal .
There was a milky substance leaking out . I became angry . I'm so fucking weird . This is pathetic. I'm pathetic
Josh Pov
All of the boys loud laughter and drinking was hurting my head. Also I couldn't sit there and drink knowing that there's a sober, pregnant and helpless twink in the mist of us all.
I decided to lay down for a while in Zayn's bed. His room smelled like baby lotion and smoke . Odd combination .
I couldn't sleep so I just rested there. After awhile I couldn't stay comfortable . I went to the coach in the far left corner. I started drifting off to sleep.
*
I heard the door close and someone walking in. My eyes fluttered open . Zayn was standing in front of his walk in closet with a towel wrapped loosely around his waist.
He dropped his towel exposing his perfect and soft ass. I closed my eyes . I didn't want to seem like a pervert. I heard the bed squeak . "I'm so fucking weird." he said in annoyance . I heard a sniffle .
I opened my eyes to see him naked and curled up. I got up and approached him cautiously. "Zayn?" I asked . He shot up . "w-what? "When did you..?" he asked confused.
"Fell asleep on the couch. I heard you crying and saying you were weird." I said
"It's nothing." He said tiredly and embarrassed.
"No come here . I'm sure it's not big. Come here." I said . I climbed onto the bed. I placed one hand on his soft bum and one on his upper back pulling him into my lap. He was so much smaller than me . It was like I was holding a 13 year old .
I tried my best to not look at his cock.
"Tell Josh what's going on." I said swaying him side to side .
"Well my uh n-nipples are so hard and they're like umm- l-leaking. They make me feel funny." He said in a quiet and innocent voice .
"C-can I see." I asked
He nodded unsurely .
I carefully pushed him off of me so that he was lying flat on his back and I was to the side of him . His nails dug into my thigh. I softly pinched his hard light brown nipples. He rolled his hips onto the bed. I rubbed little circles to his nipple . He started writhing.
By this time I'm working both of the sensitive buds . I roll them between my finger . My goal was to see them "leak." I totally had forgotten about him . This was until he started crying.
This surprised me . I could tell he wasn't crying because it hurt. So I stopped and looked at him . Watching him as he was in pure bliss . I was amused and amazed me .
He let out a pathetic whimper. He literally was crying because of over sensitivity .
"Woah." I said astonished . He was rock hard and leaking . I became uncomfortable . I didn't know that my actions had these pleasurable effects . I still wanted to see this so called leaking .
I squeezed his nipple in result of that he spread his legs and arched his back. My focus was not on that though . It was on the milky substance leaking out . Then it hit me.
"You're not weird at all . You've just produced milk for the baby . It's causing your nipples to be overly sensitive also ." I explained smartly . as I explained this to him , realization hit me like a train . I'm so fucking turned on by this . I hadn't noticed because when I'm trying to figure somthing out , I forget about everything else .
"O-oh thank you Josh." He replied weakly. I stroked his inner thigh and the reaction I got from that was pure shocking . A weak squirt of come squirted on his stomach. He squeezed my almost erect penis trying to find something to help him handle the pleasure he was enduring . I let out a strangled moaned. What the fuck have I gotten myself into.
He turned to me with tinted cheeks.
"S'alright." I said assuringly
I took a look at his large meat and then a look at his leaking nipples. I licked my lips slowly . "C-Can I." I asked shakily . He seemed confuse but he nodded anyway .
I ducked down and sucked on the hard bud. He jerked up multiple times. I tasted the sweet milk . Why do I have so many weird fetishes . Its like the longer I stay with Zayn the more I find these weird turn ons . Whenever he acts as a baby , blood rushes through my veins a little faster . Playing with his sensitive nipple and tasting his sweet milk sends tingles to my prostate and seing him in this blissful and needy state makes me rock solid. Lets not even talk about the fact of how small his frame is & then he's pregnant . The list goes on and on.
By this time he literally is shivering and jerking up . It kind of concerns me.
"Are you ok Zayn."
He let out a long long whine . I climed over so that his legs were in between me . I grabbed his small hands urging him to answer . " Babe what wrong." I asked starting to get extremely concerned.
He snatched his hands out of mine and then put them in my perfectly styled quiff. The next thing was unexpected . He pushed my head down forcefully on his cock . His moans were low and high. Some times whining. "Fuu- oh yeah.Right there Joshy" He banged himself onto the back of my throat at a slow pace untill I felt a hot liquid . To much to process in one night . I looked up and wiped my mouth .
"What the fuck." I said astonished
He let out a giggle . "You make me feel good." He said childishly . he looked fucking drunk .
"What's wrong with you , your acting like a drunk ."
"Shhh." he said pulling me to cuddle. His head lay in the crook off my neck as we fell asleep
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