My Girl

Not today

I walked in the house and found Nicki in my room. On my bed, crying for god knows what.

I laid down next to her after I closed my door and locked it. She laid on my chest like she always did for me to comfort her.

I combed my hand through her loose wavey curls and rubbed her back as she sighed wiping her tears.

"You said you'd be there when it happened. Now they want into my life and I don't even know what to do Jessi." I made a worried face. I didn't know either.

I didn't think it would happen as soon as I left. Sht, I didn't think it would happen at all.

I breathed out and racked my brain for any thoughts or ideas on how to solve something that really don't have sht to do with me.

"I don't know ma. I mean, they fam. I'm jus-"

"Not helping anymore." she interrupted me. I felt my heart sink and I knew where she was going with this.

"Nicki I-"

"Yeah I know. You said you'd never hurt me, now I feel all the sht you spoke over the years was all bull in the beginning." She cried getting up off of me.

She knew I hate seeing her cry and she was doing a damn good job at pulling me in on her act.

How do I always fall for her act?

She got up off the bed heading for the door about to unlock it with tears still coming down her face.

I pulled her back from the door by her waist and kissed her neck. I knew if she left out the room, she'd make my problem his. Not today.

"C'mere. Let's sit. And talk about it." I said and I knew when I said those words we were gon fck.

She straddled me and hugged my neck kissing my lips then let go of her hold around my neck kissing a trail down my collar bone.

I kissed her lips and flipped her onto the bed like she weighed nothing. I stayed in between her thighs slowly grinding into her body as she moaned softly while I grabbed her hard nipple into my mouth sucking on it.

I let my right hand travel underneath me to her shorts that I now had unbuttoned and opened. She slid out of them with ease and I got a glimpse of a...

What the fck? She can't be serious. right now?!

"Nicki really?? A chastity belt?? You for real right now?! Like why??" I whined tugging at the panty lock around her waist that I barely noticed when I pulled her from the door minutes ago.

"If good pussy is all I'm good for, I'll use it to my advantage." She smirked. I got heated. This btch fr.

Why tf am I mad? I thought to myself.

"Cause its my pussy and I can't even have it right now." I said out loud to myself. She looked at me strange and laughed mockingly.

"If that was true you'd be all up in it right now, but I guess not. I still love you baby, but not today." She got up and kissed my cheek pulling up her waist high shorts and pulling down her black crop top.

She walked to the door opening it and left out only to bring in a big ass MK suitcase stashing it by the side of the bed I don't even sleep on.

"What's that s'posed to be?? Sht, You gotta go. I can't get no pussy, and you can't lay with me." I said in a childish voice folding my arms. She laughed and rolled her eyes getting out her phone to check on her art wall.