17: jealousy

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Alicia Pov

It's been three months since I seen Kenya. I'm actually a little worried. But anyway, I have been dating Aug for about four months also and I know this might sound corny but it's been like a fairy tale.

He do everything he can for me but don't get it twisted, I not just with him because of what he can do for me. I genuinely love him. That's right I said love.

Before I couldn't imagine how being in a position like this could really make me look at life so differently. In the four months of being together we learned a lot about each other. Really we're not so different at all. Ive told him things that I was gonna take to the grave.

Even though this relationship got me up in the clouds, I still fear that one day I might fall down. I do kind of have a feeling that Aug is doing something with a girl. Now I don't know for sure and I don't want to assume but the thought is really in my mind. I believe that he have been doing things with his assistant.

I don't know her name and for some reason he won't tell me even though I asked

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I don't know her name and for some reason he won't tell me even though I asked. I mean it was hell trying to get with him and the very last thing I want to do is loose the one thing I can call mine. I just wish that he would be completely honest with me. Every time I ask him about her he try to blow me off, I know she got a name and if they just friends then he shouldn't have a problem telling me her name. I have a right to know.

The more I think about it the more anger I feel. I've been lied to by men my whole life. When I was a child my dad use to say he'll be right back but always end up gone until 2 o'clock in the morning. Sometimes he would be gone for days. My first boyfriend, Lucas was just using me for a place to stay and to keep himself fed. He didnt give a shit about me but he would always say he did. I'm not trying to go back to feeling like that any more. I deserve to be loved regardless.

My friends just say I'm jealous because I'm not use to a man but I know when my gut is telling me something, I listen.

I don't even know where is or was last night. We had got into an argument and he just up and left me here by myself. I called slim and Big to see if they seen he because I don't like to end with an argument cause you never know when your time come.

I have a feeling I'm right about this even though I pray I'm wrong.
I need answers and I need them now...









Hi readers this was a quick update in dedication to the icon Prince. Without him I don't even think I would have the courage to create stories for y'all to enjoy. I'm not just saying this because I'm trying to sound like most ppl when someone die but he truly brought the creative side of me out as a child and I'll continue to grow in his name.

 I'm not just saying this because I'm trying to sound like most ppl when someone die but he truly brought the creative side of me out as a child and I'll continue to grow in his name

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