Give Me A Reason

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(pls read the note at the end!!!!)

August Pov

Since Alicia left me, I've been trying to think positive. I made a lot of changes in my life. I fired Cindy, I stopped associating with people that weren't no help to me, I'm starting school again trying to get my G.E.D and I even bought a house across from the condo complex.

Even though I'm in the process of getting my shit together she still on my mind constantly. I wake up thinking bout her. I even have dreams about how we use to be. I'm tired of putting this fake ass smile on my face trying to look happy when I know that I'm not. My nieces always asking me why when they see me they don't see  Alicia. I know they just little kids but they can tell something's not right too.

I hardly ever see Alicia now. It makes me worry but I know she's going through something thats all my fault. She was the sweetest person I ever met. Just to think of how we were when we first met to know. I really want to talk her because if we can't make it as a couple then we can at least be friends. I just want her in my life.

I still keep in touch with her friend Kasia. She gives me updates on Alicia. Kasia know I still love Alicia and she wants us back together but Ra'Niq on the other hand don't like me no more, I understand though.

Kasia showed me a picture of Alicia and she gained a little bit not in bad way but I don't wanna judge her cause I lead her to it.

Kasia told me that she hardly ever leave the house, she don't keep herself up and she don't even clean no more. I knew she loved me but I didn't know that much. I've been wanting to go by and see her but I don't know how that'll end but Ima do it. I just need to think of what to say. What can anyone say to someone with a broken heart especially when your the reason but I'm not gonna use that as an excuse. I'm gonna go and get my woman back......

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Hi readers😟I kinda got sum bad news. I think I'm loosing my creative side in writing this story. I don't want to disappoint y'all cuz y'all feed back means a lot to me. I'm kinda running out of ideas. I just don't want this story to be so predictable, I want a story that keeps u on the edge waiting for more... I don't know if I should continue to update😢I don't wanna let y'all down because I worked hard to make this a good story. Ima update another chapter and see how it goes and I'll tell y'all my decision on weather I'll keep updating...