MAN HATER

Chapter XXI: SECOND HOME

MAN HATER

Chapter XXI:

‖ ― ‖―‖ I'm licensed to kill ‖ ―‖ ―‖

SECOND HOME

⌦⌦⌦ INA's POV ⌫⌫⌫

Matagal-tagal na rin kaming magkasama nila Kris. It's almost a month. Halos araw-araw nagkikita kami sa school

Sabay kami umuwi Sabay kami sa lunch Kasama nila Key at ang Seven Snows. Yun nga lang marami kami. Emeechos pa kasi tong mga mokong na 'to. Ayaw kaming lubayan. Eto namang si Key, hindi ko maiwan-iwan baka anong gulong pasukin.

HAHAHA, what am I even talking about?

It's odd. Everything is odd.

Hindi ko maintindihan bakit ganito .

Sometimes I feel as though there are two mes. One coasting directly on top of the other: the superficial me, who nods when she's supposed to nod and says what she's supposed to say and some other, deeper part, the part that worries and dreams.

Most of the time they move along and sync and I hardly notice the split but sometimes it feels as though I'm two whole different people and I could rip apart any second.

First, Minsan nga. Umagang-umaga pa pero hilo nako. Di ko maintindihan ang sarili ko. Pupunta ako ng kwarto tapos makakalimutan anong gagawin don. At pag ako nag grocery na walang dalang listahan, kung anu-anong walang kwentang mga bagay-bagay na nabibili ko.

It's just so . . . odd.

Talaga naman, kayo kaya buong gabing mag-isip, noh? Kaya ganito nalang ako kadaling magka headache at anu-ano pa.

Second, matagal ko ng pinag-iisipan ang muling pagbabalik ng UGF. Like man, masyado akong nasasayangan sa naipundar nila Uno non. And knowing that andito at buhay na buhay si Key, ang nag-iisang tagapagmana at may Seven Snows na rin. . . my plan would be possible.

I'm bringing the UGF back.

Im bringing it back kahit ayaw pa ni Key at ayaw ng Seven Snows. Of course, wala naman talaga yung paki-alam sa lahat. Eh ako? I'm Miss Curious.

Haha, sabi nga nila . . . 'Curiosity killed the Cat'

Hahaha, so? IM NOT A CAT

Isa pa, sinadya ko bang masyado akong curious sa lahat ng bagay? No.

There's a difference between giving up and knowing when you've had enough. Pero kahit san man sa dalawang yun. I'm not giving up and I'll never realize I've had enough.

What's the use of doing great things if I could have a better time telling them what I was going to do? But not now.

Third, the worst. I feel like I evolved. Parang pokemon lang -_- I like things that I never liked before, I'm having feelings that I've never had before. I'm into things I was not before.