What Doesn't Kill Me...

Chapt. 42 - Taj

I laid in bed naked as the sun shined through the dark curtains hanging on our window. The warmth of the bed and the coldness of the room made me even more comfortable.

"You getting up today?"

I shook my head staring at the wall. Ray has been trying to get me out this bed for two days. I get up enough to shower, maybe eat, then I'm laying back in the bed naked again.

One thing I love about Ray is she has seen me completely naked for two days straight and not once tried to have sex with me. She holds me at night and keeps her hands in safe places even though I'm sure its hard.

"Babe you need to get up, move around. Let's go get some hot chocolate and breakfast. Wherever you wanna go."

I looked at Ray over the covers.

"Wherever I wanna go?"

She took a deep breath knowing where I was gone choose. I slowly made my way up and to the closet. I noticed she watched me the whole time. Looking at me as if I'm an expensive piece of art.

"You know this shit been hard tryna keep my hands to myself?"

I smirked as I looked at her through the mirror.

"I never said you had to keep your hands to yourself."

She smiled that flirtatious smile that gives me butterflies.

"But we going through a lot so I just didn't wanna use sex to take our minds off of it."

"Go get my bag out the car please love."

She shook her head and grabbed her keys. I watched out the window till I saw her close the trunk of her car.

I threw the covers back and laid across the bed opening my legs wide open. I ran my hands on my clit feeling my wetness. I started playing with myself softly moaning with my eyes close, my vagina facing the bedroom door so she could see soon as she walked in.

Not long after I felt her body on top of mine. Her soft lips leaving kisses over my neck and her tongue running over my nipples.

She moved my hands from between my legs and I felt the warmth of her tongue on my clit.

"Mmmm."

She was so gentle with my body and it turned me on even more. Her fingers slipped inside me making their way deep then out before going back in.

My fingers ran between her dreads as I arched my back as she sucked on my clit.

I felt constant vibrations on the bed and noticed her phone lighting up. She paid it no attention.

"Mmm shit."

I grabbed the phone as she flicked her tongue and slid it inside of me. The view of Quita's name across her screen made me forget what was even going on.

"Yo bitch texted you."

She stopped and looked up at me staring through her soul. I jerked the phone away and jumped up as she tried to grab it.

"Let me see."

"I thought you wasn't fucking with her nomore."

She took a deep breath. I stood there naked against the dresser waiting for some kind of explanation.

"What she say?"

"I dont know. Ya phone locked, you got 4 unread messages from her."

She placed her head in her hands. I threw the phone on the bed before making my way into the bathroom locking the door.

I took a long hot shower before getting out throwing on my work out shorts and a tank top, no panties, no bra.

"So what she want?"

"She need some money. I need to go to the ville and throw her a lil something."

"Did I just hear you right? What her money problems got to do with you?"

She shook her head as she laid her clothes out.

"I was with that girl for years. Not gone just turn my back on her."

You can't be fucking serious !

"Whatever. Do what you gotta do, I'm going to Quans."

Before she could say anything I had my shoes on and out the door. I knew this shit was too good to be true. Same ol Ray, same ol bullshit.

Fuck it.