What Doesn't Kill Me...

Chapt. 29 - Ray

I pissed on her you kissed her you fell in love with her I think I miss her
You took her on a trip I tried to pimp her
I'm cool with her mama and her lil sister
If that's yo ho, that's my ho 2

Future x My Ho 2 came on as I pulled up at my apartment building. I'm not much of a romance person and never did nothing like this but for Taj I'll go all out just to prove to her who I want.

We got out and made our way up hand in hand.

"Close ya eyes."

She looked at me funny.

"Why? You might kill me."

I chuckled as I placed a bandana over her open eyes. I held up three fingers.

"How many fingers I'm holding up?"

She crossed her arms.

"How I'm suppose to know if my eyes covered Ray?"

I opened my apartment door and guided her in. We made our way to my dining table where I slowly guided her to a seat.

"I want to tell you something before I take ya blind fold off. Just listen."

I took a deep breath and tried to run my nervousness off.

"You know I been feeling you for awhile now but you won't give me a chance. I've been wanting you since day one. Not for sex, not to just say I'm with Tajane Latoya Smith. I want you cause I want to love you, I want to hold you at night, I want to cherish you. I'll do whatever I have to do to prove myself to you. I'll do whatever I have to do to keep you, I'll do whatever I have to do to make you happy."

I removed her blind fold and her eyes instantly lit up at the sight of candles burning around the room and a dinner cooked by me.

"I've never done nothing like this before but for you I'll do anything. I'll try anything, long as you down to go for it with me."

She covered her mouth as she continued to look around. Her eyes slowly getting teary.

"Ray this is beautiful, I never knew you had this in you."

She threw her arms around my neck hugging me as tears ran down her eyes.

I slowly pulled away and wiped her face as she stared at me. Before I knew it our lips were sealed together.

As she grabbed on my shirt she slid her tongue in my mouth kissing me nonstop.

"You sure bout this?"

She paused and looked at me.

"I have a confession."

I sat back and waited as she played with her hair.

"I've been wanting you too. I didn't give you a chance cause you do the same shit my brother do. I didn't want more worry added to what I already have. I constantly think about you and lowkey get happy when you're around. Just the sound of someone saying your name gives me butterflies. But we're not jumping into a relationship. I did that before and it didn't last long. Let's just see where it goes."

I nodded in agreement as she started eating the food I prepared.

"Understandable, that's cool with me. But if we both want this why not go for it?"

She stopped eating and looked up at me with a look I've never seen from Taj... Pain.

"Cause I'm still healing and I don't want to put that on you."

To be honest I didn't know how to respond so we ate in silence. At least our feelings are on the table.

I understand her ex did some petty shit. Taj was mad in love with her, she was crazy about her. Then got locked up because of her.

We took showers and I gave her a T-shirt to sleep in. That wine got me feeling good, but I'm making no first moves.

We laid in bed, Taj laid in my arms staring at the wall as Nicki Minaj and Meek Mill x Bad For You played through my speakers.

You bring a feeling to me I never show
Nobody has made me feel this way before
I'mma good girl
But I wanna be bad for you
I wanna be bad for you

Before I knew it Taj got up and climbed on top of me kissing me passionately. I kept my hands laid out on the bed as I broke away from the kiss.

"You sure?"

She nodded as she pulled her shirt off. I admired her body. Enough moonlight shined through the window for me to notice how wet her panties were.

She leaned back down kissing me as I caressed her body. My hands gripping her ass before sliding her panties off.

I placed my arms between her legs and my body. She grabbed my headboard as I lift her on top of my face.

I kissed on her thighs then kissed on her girl before running my tongue on her clit.

She let out soft moans as she looked down at me taking my time with her clit, making sure she remember every lick, kiss, and suck I put on her.

As I flicked my tongue on her girl she grabbed my dreads. I grabbed her thighs as I sucked her clit and she threw her head back while grinding her girl on my tongue.

"Mmm shit, right there."

As her moans got louder I flicked my tongue all over her clit then sucked her then flicked my tongue. I made her cum so hard in my mouth till her body started shaking and she got stiff.

I grabbed my strap out the dresser next to my bed and slid it on. Taj picked herself up enough for me to grab her hips and guide her on me sliding her down slowly.

"Mmmm, fuck !"

She pulled my shirt and bra off. I slowly lifted her up and down as she grabbed my boobs, massaging them.

Her girl so wet that her juices ran down my strap onto me. She slid herself all the way down and rolled her hips as she sucked and licked on my nipples.

Soft moans made their way out of me as I flipped myself on top of her. I threw her legs up and slammed inside of her nonstop causing my headboard to slam against the wall.

Taj grabbed the sheets as she moaned out my name.

"Shit Ray, fuck me papii !"

The harder I go the deeper I went. I laid myself on top as I slowly grinded inside. As she started to cum her nails went deep in my back before she slid her hand between my legs and played with my clit as she sucked on my girl.

Taj know ian down for that strapping shit but I know she's too tired to get down there and eat.

I put in work so I'm not mad at her. For the third time my phone rung as I cum on her fingers.

"You need to answer that papii."

I reached and got my phone off the stand next to my bed.

Phone: Mon

M: Come bail me out Ray. I'll explain later.