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Hey guys! Sorry Mack and Case and chelsea if she even liked my stories lol, well sorry for deleting them. I wanted a clean slate. So um yea and yes Mack before you ven ask Paige is based off of a real person im just not going to tell you who. I hope you guys like this and if you dont im sorry but i have this whole story planned out and it seemed fun to write. JUST KNOW I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH EVEN IF YOU HATE ME!!! At least i kept your imagines though XD!!!!

Ashton and were sat on his bed the morning of my departure.

"Ash? Please don't hate me. we cant do long distance. I wish we could but you know it never works." I said with the tears slowly stopping. He nodded and looked over to me but said nothing.

"Ashton? Please talk to me!" I yelled as more tears fell. Still no response. I sniffled and nodded.

"I love you Ashton and I'm sorry that this had to happen this way. I'll just go now." I said through the tears. Just as i got to the bottom of his stairs he called down.

"Sky?" He questioned in a serious tone.

"Yea?" I responded

"You promise that you wont forget about me right? When you go to America? I wish it didn't have to be this way. I don't want to lose you either. But i would rather lose you as a girlfriend and keep you as a friend then lose you completely" He said. His soft brownish and Hazel eyes gazing sadly back into mine. Tears in my eyes and his i looked at him. I found my strength and came back up the stairs. As my hands found his cheek i said this

"Ashton, even though we cant be together after i move doesn't mean i can just forget about you. I cant, I wont, and I would never want to. I love you and I always will. Just not the same way."

His eyes searched mine before he gently placed his soft lips on mine. Our sparks flew like they did the first time we kissed. It couldn't happen over Skype and i had a school to attend. Sadly i had to go. I broke away from him and wrapped my arms around him and buried my face into the crook of his neck.

"I'm gonna miss your kisses." I said with a giggle. His sad chuckle made my heart flutter just like it always did. Our embrace was cut short by his mom.

"Skylar honey? Your parents are here to pick you up." She said sadly. I nodded and walked down the stairs. As i reached the bottom i turned around to see Ashton. Tears falling down his cheeks triggered mine.

"Goodbye baby" I choked. I couldn't stand seeing him like this anymore. I quickly wrapped my arms around his mother and ran out to my dads car.

My heart was racing. I hadn't had a dream about Ashton for at least a year. Wide eyed i looked around my room. Nothing out of ordinary. Sunlight fell through my window and illuminated my room with a soft glow. My breathing began to even out and so did my mind. Just a bad dream. Smiling i stood up and walked downstairs to be greeted by my room mate and bestest friend in the whole world.

"Morning Paige!" I said. She glance up from the magazine she was reading and smiled.

"Morning Sky! You alright? I heard you yell last night but then you were quiet." She said.

"I had that dream again." I said taking a seat next to her and grabbing a apple from the center of the table. She sighed and set down the magazine that she was reading.

"Look, Skylar. I know you hate parties but seriously, If you go to one maybe you will see its not that bad!" She said.

I loved Paige, I really did, She was like a sister to me I met her when i started junior year here in L.A. She showed me around and kept me from the wrong groups. We both thought Ross was a nice guy but obviously we were wrong.Anyway back to the subject. She was a party animal. I wasn't as if not already assumed. She found a rush in it but all i found was loud music and sweat. Also sexual tension which is just an awkward surrounding. We got along fine and had the same taste in almost everything else. Music,Fashion,Sports,Movies, and obviously not men. That would be just wrong. Case in point she had a thing for Austin Mahone while I found Harry Styles much better. But she was always there for me and supported my decisions.

"Paige, Maybe later on down the road. After Ross-" I started.

"I know, i understand too! But honey he is gone, locked up, out of here. He isn't going to do anything to you again. He cant." She said. My gaze shifted out the window and across the water of the ocean.

"You want to go to the mall with me? My contest is today." Paige said. She was a die hard 1D fan. They were cool. I liked them a lot too, just not as much as she did. Paige had entered a trivia contest and was going to try to win meet and greet with the band and their opening act at the Staples center. It was the last show of the Take me home tour.

"Sure! Why not?! We can go shopping right?" I asked. Paige rolled her eyes and laughed with a nod. Squealing i ran upstairs to change.

Song for chapter: Everybody hurts

Artist: Avril Lavigne

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