Remember

CH: 4

Ashtons P.O.V

"You seem out of it mate! Whats up?" Michael asked from his spot on stage. I sighed truth be told i was out of it. It still bugged me that i had the dream again after not having it for so long.

"Nothing can we just take 5?" I asked as i got up from my drum stool and walked back stage. As i turned the corner i right into Harry.

"Ash? You guys done already?" Harry asked confused.

"No I'm just taking a sec." I said as i pushed past him. I felt his gaze on me as i traveled down the hallway to my dressing room. I shut the door behind me and fell face first onto the couch. Why was this bugging me so much? Why did i want to see her again? Why is she all i can think about after not thinking about her for so long? Did she miss me?

'No Ashton! She forgot about you! Now focus! You have a show to do! Forget about her! She did the same to you.' I thought. Standing back up i ran for the stage.

"Alright im good boys lets get this over with." I said before we continued the sound check.

After the other lads finished their sound check, we all hung out in their dressing rooms. Well technically Zayns but whatever. The other boys were just messing about and being idiots, as usual. So i got deep into my phone. I hardly noticed when Calum came over and sat on my lap.

"What do you want fatty?" I asked with a chuckle.

"FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!" He cried as he laid flat across me and the couch. Laughter filled the room. Calum fell to the floor with a kick of my leg and I stood up.

"Nah, i only get me food." I said before going to Lou's room.

"Hello hun!" She called as i entered.

"Hey Lou!" I said as i sat down in her chair. She swiveled it to face the mirror and got to work. I zoned out and started to think again. If i had that dream about her it must mean something right? Does she want to see me? Why do i want to see her? These questions and more circled my head.

"Ashton?" Lou questioned as if she had been trying to talk to me for an hour.

"huh what?" I responded as she broke my daze.

"What wrong? What are you thinking about?" She continued

"Oh its nothing." I said the best i could.

"Well you aren't a very convincing liar. I'm here if you ever need to talk you know that. Get Harry in here. I might as well get him out of the way." She said.

As i walked into the dressing room I pointed to Harry.

"You have been summoned!" I said dramatically.

"Lucky me" He replied sarcastically. Harry walked past me and i entered the room again. One after one the rest of the boys got styled and dressed. By the time the show started i was alright.

"Thank You L.A!!!!" I called before we rushed off after our set. We all rushed for the bus which then took us to our hotel for the last time.

"Oh my god he grew up so fast!" Luke cried. We all watched as Gus drove away. Michael whispered

"I always loved you!" and then walked into the hotel after Calum. Luke and i followed. Paul had already called and checked us in so all we had to do was go to our rooms. Michael and I were in one room and Calum and Luke were in the other.

"Windows mine!" I yelled before diving to the bed.

"Fine! The farther away from light I am the happier i am!" Michael said.

"You know what, I swear to god your a fucking Vampire. Have you ever sparkled before?" I asked knowing it would piss him off. His glare proved me right. As his middle finger came out of his fist i laughed. Michael rushed to the bathroom and shut the door after him. Soon enough i heard music.

'Fuck now he is going to stink up the place.' I thought. I flipped on the TV and surfed through channels. Avengers was the only thing interesting and i didn't feel like dragging out the video games. The last thing i remembered that night was Skylar. Causing the dream to reoccur.

Song for chapter: Someday when I stop loving you

Artist: Carrie Underwood