My Best Friend Rejected Me

Sarcasm is a Good Mask for Fear

KAT'S POV

I looked at him and pondered my next few words. He knew damn well it was Jess, so I don't understand why he even asked. I could go with the reply he is expecting which would be a nod, orrrr I cooouuuulddd-

"No it's Casper the Killer Ghost, what do you think?! Ya doof!" He looked up at me for a second, eyes wide, then he started laughing. Not like a chuckle, but full out laughing, like he couldn't stop.

"What the hell is a 'doof'?" He said between breaths. I looked at him for a moment, his mind was blank, the laugh was genuine and he was no longer afraid. I smiled like a child that just put a whoopee cushion under their parents seat.

"I don't know it just means doof! Don't question me boy, I will poke you in the face, while you sleep, to the song Poker Face by Lady GaGa!" I shouted and he threw his hands up in the air like I was a cop with a gun pointed at him. I know this seems like a bad time for jokes but honestly, in situations like this it's good to laugh a little...or in our case a lot.

We stopped laughing for a while and it got real quiet. "So Sarah is going to try to kill you?" He said sounding maybe sad or depressed about the whole situation.

"Oh no, she would have if I hadn't had a vision about it warning me. Guess you wish you  had gotten Cece for a mate now, huh?" I said laughing awkwardly.

"Kat, of course not! I mean, sometimes this gets a little overwhelming but you know I love you. I will admit, sometimes I get a little afraid of you but thats just because I guess you could use your powers for good or you could destroy everything with just a thought and so yeah, I get nervous when I wake up and you are watching me sleep, but thats just because I love you so much and I don't want to lose you. I want to keep you from going dark-side, I've seen you come close with that fire thing you do and it scares the crap out of everyone. I just don't want to lose you Kat, so from now if you do something that scares the shit out of me, I will tell you. That fire thing you do is scary as hell but its fucking cool as shit too." I could feel the fear completely wash away from him and I felt the truth to his words.

"Well you know, that fire thing isn't just for making people scared, though that could come in handy in battle." I said focusing on the fire and comparing it with the calmness of my mood and the happiness in the room. The room lit up purple and I saw a calmness wash over Spencer as he smiled. I thought about if I could transfer it to my fingers so that I could see it. I held up my hand and closed my eyes. I felt it more than I saw it. My hands got warmer but not a scorching heat. I opened my eyes and saw the mixtures of pink then purples then a tiny bit of white. I put the fire out and smiled up at Spencer, who was grinning down at me.

"See that," He pointed at my hands, "That was fucking awesome!" he laughed, then yawned.

"Well I guess I should let you get some sleep then, are you going to be at training tomorrow?" I asked as I got up and headed for the door.

"Of course, if you want me there." He said them paused looking at me, "Hey Kat?...Will you stay in here with me? I have nightmares when you're away and you make them better." He said suddenly seeming like a frightened little kid. Sometimes I forget we are only 17.

"Of course." I smiled as I walked back over to the bed and climbed in with him. "Goodnight, Alpha." I said suddenly very tired. I forgot all the chaos that had been happening to me and just thought of my mate, and how we were like this when we first met.

"Goodnight, Mate." He replied, "I love you."

"I love you too." I mumbled before we both drifted off to sleep.

Hey Guys! 5,000 reads! Thats freaking huge! So I realized that my writing has gotten pretty janked up and so I am going to do my best to fix it. I am sorry if y'all think his fear just suddenly washed away and that probably seems stupid, but for my plan of this story Spencer was never supposed to fear his mate and I am not going to let my characters control that part of the story, that's where I draw the line. So no more for of your mate Spencer! She's your damn mate and you know she ain't gonna hurt you! lolz so I am going to be bringing some characters back. I had three in the beginning that were meant to be a huge part of the story, and they still are, so I have to bring them back so that they can play their part. Thank you guys for reading and I will update as soon as possible! I love you guys and, as always, blessed be! Bye!