This world couldnt get any better? (one direction story)

Chapter 7 a look into myres life

A.N hey guys! Sorry I don't post much! I'm unfortunately not a very good writer and all this doesn't just flow through me so so I'm kinda struggling ATM but hopefully it will get easier!

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Myres pov

As we sit In mc Donald's me and Elissa we have some deep conversations.

"But I just not sure what to do... I think zayn likes me...he tried to kiss me for goodness sake! I would never kiss anyone unless I was madly in love with him and it was truly a special moment! But these days people just kiss anyone an everyone!"

"Yeah it's pretty gross aye, it should be between two people who care about each other deeply not cuz they think there hot" Elissa says and we sit there have our strong conversation for awhile as we sip out mango smoothies and eat French fries

"He look so..hurt? And then he got so angry at me! What did I do? I think Liam is such a nice guy and I possibly did flirt with him but if he isnt into me then he could of just told me to leave, nicely"

"Haha your such a flirt! U always have guys dribling at ur feet and would do anything for u! How do u do that?" Elissa says on a lighter tone

"Hahaha I don't mean to flirt! I actually try not to! But I'm a teenage girl with feelings! You should know how I feel,ur exactly the same as me! Ur my twin!" I state and I realise as I say it how much we aren't the same, but we have the same..DNA?

"We are so not alike but yes out bodies and emotions are going through the same things at the same time, and Liam is really nice and all but I think u really need to try not get all flirty with anyone. Or just one" Elissa is so wise, I get told I am allll the time but I'm only a relationship genius...when it's not me.

I am the type of girl with guys as best mates and then my guy mates start to like me as more.... And I find it so hard turning them down but I have to. It sucks. I have many male friends. Many ex male friends. Many guys who tried me like a godess and do anything for me,which is nice but I feel like I owe them something... I try my best to not use them, I treat them as any other friend. And I've only fallen in love twice....I know u know 'only' an I'm 16.... But it's been a while since I have..don't get me wrong, SOME GUYS ARE FREAKING HOT!!! AND PERFECT AN AGHH I WISH I COULD JUST STEER AT HIM ALLDAY AND JUST BE CLOSE TO HIM AN MAKE HIM SMILE AND BE ABLE TO JUST BE WITH HIM FOREVER...okay I got a tad carried away..hehe... Every time I grow 'feelings' for a guy, I shove them down into the deepest darkest part of my head... Where u put all those things u never wanna remember. U guys probably wanna know how a 16year old could have 2loves,a past that she hates and yet say it was a long time ago..

Let me explain.. Some of it..

I grew up with my aunty, maree, and uncle Ashley. My parents where always going away for trips since they both are workaholics and wanted to send us to boarding school but thought it would be better to send us to family.Elissa stayed with my other aunty,Toni.

Well I wished I could have gone to stay with Elissa but I went to a different school from her children with 'problems' I was a trouble child and I was kicked out of normal schools during primary school (age 5-10)

so I went to a private school and maree lived extremely close to the school so it was easier.

But what my parents didn't know what both my aunty and uncle where alcoholics.

My aunty and uncle didn't really care what I did and I longed to be loved, when I turned 11 I was tested to see which intermediate, I was smart and wasn't such a bad kid but I still had a lot of problems inside. I wasn't accepted into the same school as Elissa and I stayed with my aunty and uncle