Onsra (Larina)

Chapter 12

After a good day with Marina which was confusing. All that I thought about that whole weekend was, what made her mad or sad or if she even was feeling anything.

My weekend felt long especially since its 48 hours without having a single sight of my queen. Not that we're together but in my mind we are especially when I imagine scenes of us at night. That may sound a little but creepy but it's the truth.

Marina hadn't texted me on Saturday or Sunday and I didn't want to text her because I just get all sweaty and nervous.

I had my mind set on this week since her birthday is just around the corner. I just really hope to see her and talk to her today.

I came late to my first period expecting Marina to have been there but she wasn't. I thought that maybe she just go to lazy to wake up early but by third period she wasn't at school.

She didn't come and since she didn't come Yolanda decided to bother the fuck out of me during the whole day.

It was finally after school and I ran quickly to my car so I could go visit Marina. Then a sudden push to the wall of the parking lot scared me.

"Shit sorry I didn't mean to be so sudden.."
"What the fuck George?! What are you doing here?!"
"I.. My sister has been crying like crazy ever since the day of the concert. I thought maybe you could help her or something..."
"Yeah that's fine I was actually heading there right now."

I got into my car and he got into his own. I started my car as quickly as I could to not only get to Marina first but to not have George drive right behind me like a stalker.

I got first to their house like I knew I would. I rang the bell it took Marina a while to open the door but eventually she did. I've never seen Marina so drunk like today. I closed the house door and locked it because I honestly just wanted to try to talk to Marina alone.

"La-Lawna..." Marina's words slurred so badly and that's how I knew she wasn't thinking correctly.
"Everything is alright Marina." I approved hopping she understood what I meant. She drastically dragged herself on me to the couch where I laid her on her back.

I quickly ran to her fridge and grabbed a water bottle and opened it and gave it to Marina. She then started coughing and just when I thought 'go get a bucket'  she vomited on her shirt.

"Fuck."

I took to the restroom and sat her on the floor near the toilet. Then I heard the door bell ring. I didn't even want to go check who it was. Right now my worry and my attention should be given to my queen.

Rushing to her room, before she vomited more, I grabbed a t shirt and some sweat pants.

"Alright Marina lift your arms." I took her shirt off. I must admit she had big breast but no I couldn't pay attention to that right now especially since she is unconscious. It was hard not to pay so much attention to her body. She was an actual goddess.

"You're never gonna love me...so...what's the use.." I knew she was drunk and probably was slurring random words.Most likely she was talking about her ex.
"Lawna-Lana I know you like my brother...How could you have browken my hart..." She started crying out of nowhere. I don't even know why she thought I liked her brother, she was the one I liked and loved.

"No Marina. I don't like your brother, I...I like... you." My voice getting lower and my mind regretting what my heart just poured out. Never thought I would admit my biggest secrets to the person who has been my secret since a long time ago. My stomach filled with butterflies that made my hands sweat made me so unstable.

Then I felt a sensible soft hand touch my hand. I grasped Marina's hand as if my life depended on that hand connection. I looked at her smirking I felt bad and I knew I couldn't take advantage of her even if she was just messing around.

I then felt the air surrounding us get hotter and more intense. I felt the urge to just kiss her. I then sat down right across from marina. Her head leaning on the toilet seat like a cute fool.

She then said the magic words.... With such soft pitch and such gleam in her eyes....

"Kiss me Lana."

My heart instantly got a heart attack.

"Kiss me...Kiss me. Kiss me!" She sat up straight and got closer to me.

I couldn't resist any longer and bitting my lip wasn't gonna help for shit.

I got closer to her slowly while my hand trembled as I placed my hand on her cheek. Her hands on my neck pulling me in to a soft kiss on her fruity lips that tasted like vodka which filled my mouth a nose with the aroma. Kissing her bottom lip and slowly disconnecting our lips, I feel the moment slow down in slow motion while I took my hand off her cheek.

I couldn't believe what I had just done, what we had just done. I felt my self get red and I felt this feeling of warmth when I saw Marina starring at me with a smile. She really is so cheesy.

"C'mon Marina. Let's take you to your bed." I got her up and once again she dragged herself.

"Don't leave me Lana." I slowly covered her with the blanket and i placed her water on the counter.
"I'm sorry Marina but I really need to go." I grabbed a sticky note and wrote on it:
Feel better bubblegum bitch and please go to school I missed you. :)

Leaving the note on the desk. I exited her bedroom but then walked in.

Getting close to her while she slept peacefully I whispered in her ear.
"I like You Marina. Please forget what happened today..."

Quietly shutting the door of her room I walked out the house and George was nowhere to be seen. His car wasn't even  in the drive thru parking. I made sure the door was shut. I really did want to stay with Marina.

Starring at where Marina window from her room was I made up my mind.

"Fuck it!"

Running to the back yard of her house I hoped the fence and tried opening the door. I eventually opened the door. Shutting the door behind me I ran up to Marina's room where she was sitting up.

"Don't worry Marina I'm here and I won't leave you not today, never..."