Chapter 24: Numb

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Chapter 24: Numb

I sat in the kitchen for a while. It was so quiet. I missed the boys already. I heard the front door open and someone stomped in. For a moment I thought it was Liam, but I realized he left. I walked over to the front door to see my mother stumbling in.

“Mum, you didn’t call. You promised you would call.” I patronized her. She looked up at me, it was clear she was really drunk.

“Where’s my baby?” She asked. I knew she wasn’t talking about me.

“He left like an hour ago, mum.” Her face fell. She so obviously showed her love for Liam, and yet I got nothing.

“He- he’s gone? He just left? No goodbye?” She slurred. She had to grip the side of the wall for support.

“He would have said goodbye, but we had no idea where you were!” I couldn’t help but raise my voice.

“Don’t you fucking yell at me, you little cunt!” I rolled my eyes at her. “HEY! Drop the attitude!” She continued, “I am the only one who can have an attitude here. I am stuck with YOU.”

“Mum, let’s get you to bed.” I tried to lead her upstairs, but she pulled away.

“I don’t want to be stuck here with you…” She slurred.

“Mum, you’ve had too much alcohol.” I tried again. She just pushed me off and shot me a dirty look as she stormed out of the house. I sighed, but let her go. There was no use to argue. 

I decided to get it over with and picked up my phone. I made plans with Ty. He was going to come over tomorrow to talk. For some reason, I felt numb. I didn’t care whether Ty broke up with me or not. I didn’t care where my mother was. I just stopped caring. I couldn’t feel anything. My heart had shut down. I only wanted to feel sadness for the boys, but I couldn’t even feel that. Was this what the rest of my life would be like? Numbness? Would I sit in my self-pity for eternity?

It was only early in the afternoon, but I had nothing else to do so I decided to go to bed. It was the only way to pass time.

Hey guys I know this was a pretty quick chapter. It seems like Susan's world is falling apart without the boys. it seems like her mom has reached a pretty bad point. and looks like Ty wants to " talk" with Susan. do you think Susan and Ty will break up ? do you think that she will see the boys again? do you with she'll go on tour with them? comment what you think will happen below

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