Completed Heart

Chapter 27: Suffer

Chapter 27: Suffer

I dragged myself out of bed at 6:30a.m., after my alarm went off. Monday, it was only Monday. Monday began my week of suffering. It had been four and a half weeks since Liam and the boys left. I slipped into my routine of getting ready, grabbed a quick breakfast and walked to school. I didn’t talk to anyone as I wandered into my first class. Leah looked up at me and smiled, but I looked away. I saw her shake her head in the corner of my eye.

I walked to my next class slowly. I sat down; my heart was beating hard. I took deep breaths trying to calm myself down. He sat down next to me and wrapped his arm around the back of my chair. I looked up nervously at him. He shot me a cocky smile.

“Morning, babe.” He leaned into me.

“Good morning Tyler,” I said formally. His lips crashed onto mine and he roughly kissed. I didn’t let any tongue get involved, though. Once the teacher came in, he leaned away from me, but angled his body, blocking any chance of exit I had. We sat there, during the class, with his hand possessively on my knee. Once the bell rang, he slung his arm around me as we got up. We walked through the hallway to my next class. He grabbed my bum as I turned into my class. The rest of the day passed slowly, as always. I walked over to my typical lunch table, just as Tyler and Chris sat down. Tyler roughly pulled me closer to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist, holding me tightly to him. I looked up as Ed joined us. In the corner of my eye I saw Leah and Sarah, at my old lunch table, enjoying themselves. I longed for the old days.

I was brought out of my thoughts when someone tugged on my arm. I looked at Tyler.

“Let’s go, slut.” I followed my orders and walked behind him out of the lunch room. He dropped me off at my class, starting the second half of my slow day. Although I never enjoyed school, I was dreading going home. At the end of the day I met Tyler by his locker. He grabbed my wrist and led me out of the school. The walk home was silent. I walked into my house, Tyler was close behind me. I put my books down as he lay on the couch and flicked on the TV. He motioned me over.

“Come here.” He commanded. I complied and climbed onto the couch, sitting next to him as he lounged. He tugged me on top of him; I didn’t resist. He rolled over so that I was underneath him. Harry used to do that, but he would do it gently, making sure to keep his weight off of me. Tyler did it roughly and pressed his body up against mine. His kiss was aggressive, his tongue forcing itself inside my mouth. I didn’t push him off; there was no use. His hand gripped the back of my head, pulling my hair slightly. After about ten minutes of snogging, he got off of me and pushed me off the couch.

“I’m hungry bitch.” I sighed and got up. I made him a quick mac and cheese and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge. I handed him the food and sat down to do some homework. Before I was able to start, Ty slapped my books out of my hands and pulled me up roughly. My body went numb; I just wanted to get this over with. He looked down at me, a fire burning in his eyes. He hit me in the face and pushed me to the ground. I prepared myself for the kick in the stomach. Tyler went back to the couch and his food. That wasn’t so bad. I pulled myself up on the side of the couch and sat down, letting out a sigh.

“What?” Tyler narrowed his eyes at me, “Are you unhappy?” I shook my head; I wasn’t going to get into this.

“ANSWER ME!” He roared from the couch.

“N-no, I’m, I’m f-fine.” I mumbled. He rolled his eyes and sauntered over to me. Leaning in real close to me, he spoke through clenched teeth.

“You suck at lying. What? Are you not happy in this relationship? You probably wish I was Harry, don’t you?” He hissed at me. My heart stopped at the mention of Harry. Keep yourself under control, I thought to myself.