I have suffered it many times
For different reasons.
Some people can just get over it
Others need time
I'm in the middle.
On the outside
I can look perfectly happy
While on the inside
I'm a complete reck.
I only let me guard down to curtain people
Who won't judge me.
It takes a lot for my guard down.
Depression affords everyone differently
In my case
I'm not motivated to do anything.
I become very sad
And then just smile to the world
While secretly dying inside.
I wish I had another way of dealing
But I don't.
I really want this to end soon
But I don't it will.
