I never really had many friends growing up,
The ones I had were real and true,
There were kids that would say they're my friend,
But they were just shallow kids who didn't really care about me.
I never really felt like I knew what it was like to have a friend,
All we would ever do is hang out and watch movies.
Don't get me wrong, I loved doing that,
But we were just opposites and we had little in common.
It wasn't until the end of high school and college that I found what true friends should be.
I finely felt like I knew what friendship should be.
We'd do all the things that you'd think to do with friends,
It felt good to not have to work so hard to make sure they were having fun with me.
Things change and people change,
I moved back home and I felt piece with that decision.
The one thing I didn't think about was the loneliness that would eventually kick in,
I didn't think it'd be so hard to make new friends.
I have an amazing boyfriend and I couldn't be happier,
But I'm desperate for some girl friends to just talk life with.
He and I talk about everything and anything,
It's just different with girls,
I just don't know how to make new friends anymore.
And well, being in a wheelchair doesn't help either...
