I put on a smile for the show,
And I hide what's really happening inside me.
I'm sure people think I just need to get over it,
Honestly I wish I could.
I know I'm not myself,
I'm never really there anymore.
I wish I could forget it ever happened,
But some of the best memories are from those moments.
I really am trying to move on,
I'm meeting a lot of new people.
But no guy will want me like he did,
It wouldn't bother me if I hadn't experienced it.
I feel really alone,
No one truly knows what I'm going through...
I miss my friends and cousins,
I just don't feel like my family cares.
I really want to be happy again,
And I'm typing.
I just don't know how...
