Lyrics of the Soul

Patience

It's funny how so many say I'm patient,
It's definitely not true with my own life. 
It is true that I'm patient with others,
But not with myself.

I'm just so afraid that I'm going to have to wait,
I'm not going to handle it well.
I don't think I'll be able to physically take it,
Every day I'll die a little more inside. 

I just can't think of a life with him not in it,
I feel like I need him to survive this world without him...