Guilt is you want me to feel,
It's supposed to make me change my mind.
The word is a silent, unfair control mechanism,
Whether you know your using it or not.
I'm done being under its control,
And for once let me make my own decisions.
I know 95 percent of you will not agree with them.
But I'm just trying to stay happy.
If I continue in this bubble I was born in,
I will never be truly happy and satisfied with life.
Please don't use guilt over me,
I'm old enough to make my own decisions.
I know I'm in a wheelchair,
But I'm a 20 year woman first and foremost.
And I only know of 4 people who treat me as such,
Those 4 people I keep so close to my heart.
I just wish I could do this without feeling guilt from family and some friends.
Is it too hard to see me as a 20 year old regular woman?
Other than the girl in a wheelchair who doesn't have her own thoughts and feelings about things.
