How much worse can I feel?
It's like Mother Nature knows
Which is making a bad day into the worst day.
I feel like a knife is in my heart.
When I left the house,
It was gray.
When I came back,
It was black and I was wet.
Right now I'm in my dark room
Trying not to break into a million pieces.
Right now it's 2 hours and 1 minute
Until he'll say
Hey babe how was your day?
I'm so not okay
Honestly I don't remember the last time I felt this way.
I'm terrified of the reaction
Because I know how much I mean to him...
